My brothers girlfriend *Billie Eilish

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A few weeks have passed since Billie and Kat started dating. Most of their close friends knew and luckily Ivan kept his mouth shut about Billie dating Kat's brother before Kat, so there were no weird rumours going around either. Most people in school didn't even know Noah so it was pretty easy. However, they still kept it a secret from Kat's family. They did become sceptical why Billie was now coming over to see Noah anymore but Kat instead, but they would never suspect anything like this.  

The two of them were sitting in Billie's room in a comfortable silence. Kat loved to be around when Billie and Finneas were recording music. They made a lot of progress and planned to release an EP soon. 

"Billie," Kat hesitated. "The song you wrote for me,"

"I love you?"

"Yea, that one. I was wondering if um- you can you sing it to me again?" Kat asked sheepishly with big doll eyes looking up at Billie.

"um, yea of course," Billie smiled. "Honestly, I haven't played it since but that song means a lot to me." She took the guitar behind her and began to play, her fingers quickly moving over the strings. As she began to play, a hauntingly beautiful melody filled the room.

"It's not true
Tell me I've been lied to
Crying isn't like you" Billie started, locking her eyes with Kat's. 

"What the hell did I do?
Never been the type to
Let someone see right through" Billie's voice was so raw, so filled with emotion that it made Kat tear up. How did she deserve this?

When Billie reached the Chorus Kat joined in, their voices in perfect harmony. 

"Maybe won't you take it back

Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothing has to change today
You didn't mean to say "I love you"
I love you and I don't want to" 

A single tear escaped Billie's eyes when she sang the last part, which made Kat's eyes water again as well. The song ended, leaving a lingering note of vulnerability in the air. Kat's heart raced, each beat a drum echoing the depth of what she had just felt. She hadn't expected a simple song to unravel her so completely. They haven't actually said 'I love you' to the other yet, it was too early for that, but both knew it and could express how they felt thorough this song.

"That was... amazing, Billie. It's beautiful," Kat managed, her voice barely above a whisper, her eyes locked on Billie's.

Billie set the guitar aside, a mix of hope and uncertainty in her gaze. "I'm glad you liked it. It, uh, it means a lot to me. You do."

Kat moved closer. "I wanted to do this last time," she said, her voice steadied  as she leaned in. The kiss they shared was hesitant at first, a question asked with the touch of their lips. But as Billie responded, it deepened. All the feelings they have been holding back for each other for months flood right into this moment.

"Kitkat, I... Can I ask you something?" Billie suddenly pulled away, her voice was timid.

"Anything," Kat responded, still caught in the gravity of the moment.

"Do you want to be my girlfriend? Like officially?"  Billie asked, the words fragile in her mouth. 

The question took Kat by surprise, not because she hadn't considered it, but because the reality of it—of them—suddenly seemed real. 

"Yes," Kat answered, her voice strong and sure, a smile spreading across her face. "I would really like that."

Billie's smiled like a fool, smashing their lips together again. And hungrily placing  kisses down her neck, making Kat shiver. 

"guess you're not straight after all," Billie chuckled.

"guess not," Kat agreed as she leaned in for another kiss.

They kept making out until Kat remembered something that she wanted to confess. 

"Remember, that one night after Odessas party" Kat breathed heavily, trying to stable her breath again.

"The party after which you ignored me for weeks?" Billie raised an eyebrow, her lips swollen, her eyes not being able to leave Kats lips.

"Yup that one, the truth is, I ignored you because I had a very vivid sex dream about you and I felt super guilty and didn't know how to deal with it,"

"Oh my god," Billie chuckled "That explains a lot,"

"I am embarrassed," Kat hid her face.

"Dont be, I have mastrubated to the thought of you after both of our kisses" Billie smiled boldly as Kats mouth widened in shock. "so, any chance you'd like to recreate your dream?"

Kat shifted nervously. "Very high chance," she whispered.

Billie smirked amused. "how was it like?"

"Well, you walked in and pinned my hands above my head,"

"Like this?" Billie smiled, as she gently pushed Kat on the back and secured her wrists.

Kat gulped loudly. "Yea, and then you leaned down to kiss me,"

Billie obeyed and as they started making out more heavily Billie's hand found her way about Kat's throat, lightly squeezing it.

Kat moaned surprised as Billie smiled "sorry, a little improvise,"

"No, actually you did that as well in the dream;" Kat admitted.

"ohh- well I'm starting to like this dream Billie," she grinned before leaning down again to keep making out.

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Y'allll finally this book has come to an end. I will stop writing it here for now labelling it as finished, but I might add some chapters later on if I feel like it, but we'll see. 

To be completely honest, after reading it from start to finish again, I'm not really satisfied with it, so idk I'll leave it for now, maybe add some scenes in he future who knows.

just the writing process has a been rly deferent this time. Last time I finished the entire book first and before releasing it, all at once, I changed it a million times, added chapters and deleted them again. I perfected it before releasing. That's why I rly like cranberry vodka. with this one I started releasing chapters when I was only around 60% done with the book and it gave me no chance to redo some chapters and add more when I felt it was needed. So yea, but it also kinda feels like im stuck and I want to make it better and add more but I can't so ill leave it for now And I hope you guys still like it.