The Love and Horror Here

Space For You

Want to be held so hard it aches;
I ache
Ache for you
To feel you in my arms again
But I think I just drove you away somehow
Like I always seem to
Never believed in love at first sight
And maybe I don't now either
But the way I felt the first time I saw you
First time we spoke
I know I'll never feel for anyone again
Maybe I'll always be a loner
Just a loser seeing love where there is none
But for a few shining weeks
I thought I'd found my soulmate
And you made me so fucking happy
I just want to feel that way again
But not without you
Not without you
I just want you back
And I'll always hope
But I know that you won't come
And I'll always wonder where I went wrong
But I won't know
And in the pit of my stomach,
In the depths of my heart,
There will always be a space where you belong