"i'm sorry i said those things to you chaelin, i didn't mean it, i didn't want you to get hurt, i couldn't let another important person be ripped apart from me again" he said as he still hugged me
"i thought you hated me?" i asked as he pulled away from the hug
"you're not so bad as i thought you were" he chuckled
"you're all bloody, come on" i grabbed his wrist and pulled him out the school
"where are we going?" he asked
"my house, im gonna clean your wounds" i said "where's your car" i asked
"follow me" he said as we went over to his car
"im driving" i said putting my hand out
"do you even know how to drive?" he asked
"you don't know what i can do" i said taking his keys "get in loser"
we got in his car and i stared driving to my house
"won't we get in trouble?" he asked
"oh well, first time for everything" i said
once we got to my house i went to get the medkit and had him sit on the couch "do you want anything to drink?" i asked
"im ok thank you"
i went over to him and stared to clean his wounds "its gonna hurt" i said cleaning his wounds
"it's ok i hurt him more that's all that matters" he chuckled
after i finished cleaning his wounds we sat there not saying anything
"are you ok?" he said breaking the silence
"im fine" i said giving him a smile
"no you're not, what's wrong?" he said looking at me
"i just... i feel bad for making you fight minho twice because of me" i said fidgeting with my fingers
"you don't have to feel bad chaelin, honestly i should be the one to apologize for not telling you the second he started talking to you" he grabbed my hand and made me look at him "it's not your fault ok? i promise" i smiled.
*couple days later*
me and bangchan had become besties at this point, i didn't expect for me to be friends with the guy that i hated now look at me we basically do everything together
"iced matcha for you" bangchan said handing me my drink
"thank you" i said and he sat down "so what do you want to do today?" he said drinking his drink
"well can we go eat first im straving"i said as i got up "let's gaur"
"stop doing that accent thing its not funny" he followed me
"naur."
we walked over to some street food and i love being here because it's cheap and so good
"what do you want?" he asked and i looked around
"i want everything" i grabbed his wrist and pulled him over to the ramen "two please" i said putting up two fingers
"ill be back ima get something to drink" bangchan said and i nodded
he walked away as the lady gave me the food "your boyfriend?" she asked
"oh no no, he's my friend i wouldn't date him" i scoffed
"mm, well you guys would look really cute together" she said and i chuckled
i didn't know what to say so i just handed her the money and went to where bangchan was
"i got the food" i said holding the bag up
"and i got the drinks, let's go" we walked to a park nearby and sat down on a bench
"i have a question for you" he asked as we opened the food
"what is it?"
"do you miss the states?" he asked and i paused
i was confused on why he asked me that, well of course i did miss it but why did he ask me that?
"i mean i guess, why?" i looked at him
"i don't know it was just a question that came to my mind, like would you go back if you had the chance?"
"i don't know, that's not something i thought about before, why are you asking me this?" i asked with a confused face
"haemin told me a couple days ago that he wants to go back, i just wanted to hear what you wanted"
i looked at him with a shocked face haemin wants to go back? but why?
"did he tell you why he wanted to go back? we're perfectly fine here" i asked him
"he said something about being homesick and missing your dad" i sighed as he said that and looked at the ground "are you ok?" he asked coming closer to me
"haemin was a daddy's boy, he did everything with him so leaving him was the worst thing, he didn't even get to say goodbye to him because we left right away" tears started forming in my eyes as i explained it to him and he looked at me with worried eyes
"why not fly him over here? or go to him?" he suggested
"with what money bangchan? our mother barely sends me money how am i supposed to do any of that?" my voice cracked as i finished my sentence and he pulled me into a long warm hug
"ill figure something out, don't worry" he said as he rested his chin on my head and rubbed my back as he comforted me
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heart to heart /bangchan
Fanfiction"i don't care how much money i spend on you chae, every penny is worth it if it's you" he said as we looked at eachother
