*chaelins pov*
it's been a about 2 weeks since the last time me and bangchan have spoken and it hasn't been fun, i haven't been doing good mentally or physically after what happened. it's like my whole life just fell apart when he ended our friendship and i don't even know why he did. it just breaks my heart to know were not friends no more. it's like we traveled back in time and started all over again.
"come onnn it'll be fun" jennie said as she begged me to go to a party
"jennie im not going to the party, besides you no i hate them either way" i said as we walked to the cafeteria
"ugh you suck" she pouted
we walked into the cafeteria and as we got in line to get food i saw him sitting at a table, we made eye contact for a split second until i looked away
"i still can't believe he ended your friendship" jennie said as she nodded her head
"it's whatever, im over it now" i sighed as i got my food
we headed to a different table and sat down there "so he never told you why he ended things?"
"no. and i still don't know why, it's upsetting but it's not like i can do anything"
"there's no way he isn't hurt either, what if WHAT IF he broke it off because he was scared that the friendship would end if he confessed his love to you" she said pointing her fork at me
"shut up that would never happen" i scoffed
"you never know, so.... party?" she smirked
"no shut up"
"but why can't we gooo" haemin begged as i kept saying no to going to bangchans house
"they're too busy haemin, stop whining" i lied, i actually don't know what they're doing but i just don't want to be near bangchan so i kept saying no whenever he wanted to go
i was about to go up to my room when the door bell rang, i went over and opened it and then was jennie, holding up a dress and smiling "no"
"oh come onnn" she pouted "i already bought it for you"
"you seriously can't take no for an answer?" i said and she nodded "ugh, fine but im leaving if im bored" i said and she jumped up and down and came inside my house
we went up to my room and she helped me get ready, i didn't want to go, but jennie basically forced me so there was no backing out
i left haemin with hannah as we were leaving and he didn't even say bye how rude
"ready to go?" jennie asked and i nodded
on our way over there jennie was smiling ear to ear on her phone "who you texting?"
"no one..." she said hiding her phone
"uhm no don't be hiding your phone" i took her phone away and saw the name felix and i gasped "no way you guys are finally talking?!"
"yeah... you know how we hung out that one day? well after that i guess we hit it off and we've bend talking ever since" she smiled
"awh oh my god i'm so happy for you" i said hugging her
once we got to the party there was already a lot of people there "let's gooo" jennie said as she dragged me out the car and into the house
the music was so loud you can barely hear anything "let's go get drinks" jennie yelled over the music and i nodded
we headed over to the drinking area and got two cups. honestly i needed it for how fucked up my life has been these passed few weeks
i kept going back. and back. and back for more drinks and i was very drunk at this point. i was having the time of my life "who needs him when i can have fun in my own" i said to jennie who was taking care of me
"ok ok you drank too much" she said taking away my drink and placing it down "lord where is he" she said as she looked for someone
"you're such a good friend jennie" i said as i looked at her
"yeah yeah" she patted my back "oh there you are" she said as she dragged me over to someone
"how drunk is she?" he asked
"drunk. she drank a lot" she sighed "take her home"
the guy grabbed me by the hand and dragged me out of the party
"no wait i was having so much fun" i said stumbling
"yeah well you're drunk" the guy said as he helped me get in his car
i put my head on the door frame as he started driving "why did you drink so much?" he asked
"because i wanted to" i said "besides i can do what i want"
"yeah well you gotta learn how to control how much alcohol you're able to handle" he said
i didn't listen to what he was saying, i drifted off the sleep the second he spoke
i woke up to someone putting me down on my bed and i groaned "relax i just put you on your bed" he went over to my closet and took out some clothes "wasn't lying when i said were starting all over" he said as he continued to take off my clothes
"what are you doing" i said slapping his arm away
"im getting you changed, relax im not going to do anything" i let him continued because for some reason i trusted him
once he was done he put my clothes in the laundry and sat down beside me "why did you drink so much?" he asked as he put a strain of hair behind my ear
"because there's this guy i like and he ended our friendship for i don't know why and i've been upset about it since that day and i miss him and i want him back" i said as i started to cry
"i miss you too" he mumbled
"then come back to me" i sniffed "i miss you"
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heart to heart /bangchan
Fanfiction"i don't care how much money i spend on you chae, every penny is worth it if it's you" he said as we looked at eachother
