it's been a couple of weeks since my birthday, bangchan and i have been sleeping over eachothers house every once and a while and having make out sessions. he mostly texts me in the middle of the night for me to go over since he can't sleep and can only sleep when im there with him. everything just running around my head to think if we're dating or not. he doesn't show any affection towards me in front of our friends and when they leave he does. i'm confused and don't know what to think
"what's going on in that little head of yours" bangchan said as he stared at me
"nothing im just tired" i said and he pulled me closer to him and he rubbed my back
"do you want to do anything today?" he asked me
"no i just wanna be here with you" i said digging my head in his chest and he chuckled
we heard a knock from his door and he got up from the bed and went over to open it "felix is at the door" his mom said and he nodded
"what's he doing here?" he asked her and she shrugged
she walked away and he looked at me "i'll be right back" he said as he got out from the room and closed the door
see this is what i mean, he doesn't want them to see us together and i don't know why, is he embarrassed?
i got up from the bed and slowly opened the door and walked out, i looked over the railing from the stairs and saw them sitting on the couch
"why would i date her? you know i don't like her felix"
"she's a cool person so i thought you at least wanted to give her a chance"
"she's not my type, and she gets on my nerves sometimes"
"ok, well i just wanted to check because she does like you and i just wanted to ask, ill see you at school tomorrow"
were they talking about me? is that the reason why he doesn't want them to see us together? or ask me to be his girlfriend?
a bunch of questions were flooding through my head, i felt hurt, my heart was aching as i was hearing them, i went back to the room and hopped out the window to go to my house
my eyes were full of tears and i just wanted to scream. does he really think that about me? i thought.
i locked my window door and shut the blinds so he wouldn't see or come in. i was upset. angry. i didn't know what else to do besides cry.
i didn't go to school the next day, i didn't want to face him. he kept texting me asking if i was ok but i just ignored them. why does he care so much when apparently i get on his nerves?
my thoughts got interrupted when i got a call from jennie
"hello?"
"ok you're not dead, why didn't you come today?"
"i'm not feeling well"
"awh i hope you feel better, and you better because we're in front of your house"
"what? why are you guys here?"
"we were worried now come open the door"
she hung up the phone and i sighed, i got up from my bed and headed downstairs please don't be here please don't be here i opened the door and the first person i saw was him damnit
"damn you do look like a mess" jennie said hugging me
"you guys didn't have to come" i said as they walked in
"we were worried and jennie basically dragged us" felix said sitting on the couch
"are you ok?" bangchans whispered to me but i didn't reply. i didn't want to speak to him
i walked over to where felix and jennie were and sat down
"here, what you missed" she said handing me a pile of papers
"i was gone for one day?" i said looking at it
"this is why you don't miss school" she shook her head
bangchan sat down across from me and just looked at me with worried eyes
"uhm, are you guys hungry we can order food and watch something?" i said taking out my phone
"oh yeah yeah let's get pizza" jennie said clapping her hands
i nodded and ordered two pizza boxes from domino and turned on the tv "here put whatever you want ima get a blanket from my room" i said handing the remote to jennie and getting up
i walked up to my room and got a small blanket from my closet when i heard my door close and someone grabbing my wrist as he pinned me against the wall
"what's up with you?" bangchan said tilting his head to the side
"nothing" i mumbled
"you're not sick chae, i can tell, did something happen?" he asked looking at me
i tried to walk away but both his hands were on the wall making me trapped in between them "leave me alone bangchan"
"neither of us are leaving this room until you tell me what's wrong" he said as putting a strain of hair behind my ear but i pushed his hand away
"stop acting like you care about me" i managed to to escape the trap and walked out of the room
"is the food here yet?" jennie said as she was laying on felix's lap
"i just ordered it dummy" i chuckled and sat down and a few minutes later bangchan came back and once again he just looked at me but this time with a more serious face
he's scary when he's mad
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heart to heart /bangchan
Fanfiction"i don't care how much money i spend on you chae, every penny is worth it if it's you" he said as we looked at eachother
