heart to heart /bangchan

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my dad was here for 2 weeks and we hung out everyday, we had such an amazing time, we haven't had this much fun in a while, we really missed out dad and it's all thanks to bangchan, unfortunately he had to leave at some point which was very emotional for us, as we were at the airport to drop him off we had a long family hug

"i promise to come visit you guys more often, i'll miss you guys so much" our dad said as he tried not to cry

"why do you have to go back?" haemin asked as he didn't let go of his arm

my dad went down on one knee and looked at haemin "i wish i could stay, but i can't and im so sorry, i promise i'll come very soon ok?" he said giving him a kiss on the forehead and a hug

as he got up he looked at me and tears were streaming down my face, he wiped them with his thumb and smiled at me "you know i love you right?" i nodded "i'll be back like lightning, i know you can take care of yourself and haemin, call me if you need anything ok?" he said as he gave me a big hug

"i'll miss you" i said to him

"flight 127 now boarding" the speaker said

"that's me, i better get going" my dad said as he grabbed his bag "ill see you guys soon ok?" he gave us one last hug and went to his gate

haemin hugged my waist as we saw our dad walk away "come on, bangchan is waiting for us" i grabbed his hand and walked out of the airport

i went over to his car and got in "hey" he said concerned as he saw my teary eyes

"thanks for bringing us" i said trying not to show my emotions

he nodded and started driving the car

one the way back to the house we could just hear haemin sobbing in the back seat, i was just looking out the window not wanting to do anything

we don't know the next time we'll see our dad and it was very emotional for the both of us, he treated us better then our mom did but she dragged us here, well she's not even in our lives

we got home and haemin got out of the car and headed inside the house

"chaelin are you ok?" bangchan asked me

"yeah im fine, just sad you know" i said taking off my seatbelt "thank you for the ride" i said giving him a soft smile and getting out of the car

i went inside the house and went up to my room and as soon as i fell on my bed all the tears just came out of me, it's been so long since we last saw our dad that seeing him leave was so hard

i didn't want him to leave but i knew it had to come, the past two weeks we had with him were so fun, it felt like i was back with my family, but now that he's gone i don't know what to feel, it's sad honestly, how we have to live so far and only get to see eachother for a short amount of time. i fell asleep shortly after since crying makes me tired

i woke up a couple hours later and saw the tike 3:35 am i groaned and sat up on my bed, i rubbed my eyes and yawned

i looked out my window and saw bangchans lights still on, i was curious so i went over to my window and looked through his room

he was on the piano again. i can hear mumbling of the piano and even tho i can't hear it well, it sounds amazing, i just stared at him for i don't know how long when all of a sudden i saw him coming towards me

"why are you up?" he asked me

"i just woke up, i fell asleep crying" i blurted out shit

"crying? why were you crying?" he asked worried

"because i didn't want my dad to leave" i sighed

he jumped over his window and came onto my balcony where i was at "you should've told me you were crying i would've came and comfort you"

"it's ok, i didn't want to bother you" i said rubbing my arm

"you never bother me" he said

"why are you up? it's 3:30 in the morning" i said changing the subject

"can't sleep, so i was just writing" he said as we sat down on my bed

"what were you writing?" i asked

"just some things that come in my head" he said and laid back

"what time do you normally sleep?" i asked as i looked at him

"i don't really have a time, i just fall asleep but i only sleep for like 3 hours most of the time" he said and i gasped

"how do you do that?"

"don't know, and im tired of it i want a full night sleep but i just can't do it" he sighed as he sat up

"mm, well want to watch a movie?" i asked turning on the tv

we sat down on the floor as i put a movie on "what do you want to watch?"

"anything's fine" he said as he took the blanket from my bed and put it around us

i put a random move on and we started watching it, the movie was very interesting, i don't know what it was about since i was half asleep but just but looking at it, it looked interesting

half way through the movie i felt my eyes getting heavy and next thing i knew, i fell asleep