My bodyguard | YoonMin | English

(VI) 'You have to let the one you love go.'

The next day.

Yoongi is sitting on the couch with his phone. Jimin walks into the living room and sits next to Yoongi, making him flinch.

Yoongi keeps his phone in his pocket and looks at Jimin with a questioning look in his eyes. Jimin breathes deeply and gazes at Yoongi.

Yoongi asks, 'How can I help you?'
Jimin answers, 'I'm bored. Help me not to feel bored.'
Yoongi asks, 'What can I do for you?'

Jimin whines and answers, 'I told you... I'm bored.'

Yoongi thinks for a moment and asks, 'How about a movie?'

Jimin asks, 'What?'
Yoongi answers, 'Let's watch a movie.'
Jimin says, 'Oh...'
Yoongi asks, 'Do you not want that?'
Jimin answers, 'No... I mean... I have never really watched a movie with someone other than Eomma.'
Yoongi says, 'Oh... It'll be fun.'

Jimin nods in response.

Shortly, Yoongi and Jimin are sitting on the couch watching a movie on television. Jimin leans to the couch and spares a glance at Yoongi.

Quite soon, the leads in the movie share a romantic moment. Jimin feels his breaths becoming unsteady. He keeps stealing glances at Yoongi.

The leads in the movie kiss, making Yoongi exhale sharply. They proceed to have an intimate moment, making Jimin breathe heavily.

Yoongi gulps nervously and manages to calm down. Jimin breathes deeply as the leads in the movie have an intercourse.

Jimin asks, 'Should we really watch this movie?'
Yoongi answers, 'I like the story.'
Jimin says, 'Me, too... It's just that it has so many intimate scenes.'
Yoongi asks, 'Are you uncomfortable?'

Jimin gulps nervously and answers, 'Nope.'

Yoongi says, 'Okay...' and leans to the couch.

At night, Yoongi grabs a bottle of vodka and keeps it on the dining table. He walks to Jimin's room and knocks on his door.

Jimin opens the door and raises his eyebrows, making Yoongi breath shakily.

Yoongi says, 'I've bought a bottle of vodka... Do you want some?'
Jimin says, 'Sure.'

Yoongi smiles a little at Jimin. The latter walks to the dining area and Yoongi follows him.

Quite soon, Yoongi and Jimin are seen chugging shots of vodka. They pour for each other and enjoy their alcohol.

Jimin says, 'Kang Eun-Kook...' and giggles bitterly.

Yoongi keeps his shot glass on the table and leans to the chair.

Jimin grabs the bottle of vodka and begins to sip on it as he talks in between.

Jimin says, 'Eun-Kook... Do you know what, Min Yoongi?'
Yoongi says, 'Tell me.'
Jimin says, 'I used to like a boy in university.'
Yoongi says, 'Oh... Did you date him?'

Jimin chuckles bitterly and says, 'I never got the chance to tell him that I liked him.'

Yoongi says, 'I think I understand. He could have been homophobic.'
Jimin says, 'He is bisexual. It's not what you think.'
Yoongi says, 'Oh... I'm sorry...'

Jimin gulps a mouthful of vodka and asks, 'What do you think my father will do if he gets to know that I liked a man?'

Yoongi does not respond.

Jimin says, 'He'd have killed Kang Eun-Kook. I buried my feelings inside myself to keep him safe. Sometimes...' and gulps another mouthful of vodka. He continues, 'You have to let the one you love go.'

Yoongi says, 'I'm sorry...' and gulps once.

Jimin nods once in response.

Yoongi asks, 'Do you still love him?'
Jimin answers, 'He got married last year.'

Yoongi presses his lips tight and gazes at Jimin.

Jimin continues, 'I started to move on right after I recognised my feelings for him. Some things are never meant to be.'
Yoongi says, 'I understand.'

Jimin nods once and resumes sipping on the bottle of vodka. He drinks the whole bottle and keeps the empty bottle on the table.

Jimin mumbles something and rests his head on the table. He slowly closes his eyes and passes out.

Yoongi says in a questioning tone, 'Park Jimin?' and stands up.

There is no response from Jimin.

Yoongi clicks his tongue and lifts Jimin up. He walks to Jimin's room and makes him lie on the bed.

Jimin mumbles, 'Hot...' and begins to take off his clothes.

Yoongi takes off Jimin's T-shirt and trousers. He keeps them on the couch and tucks Jimin into bed. Jimin holds Yoongi's wrist and pulls him closer.

Yoongi lands on Jimin—he makes sure not to hit Jimin's body by hovering over him. Jimin holds Yoongi closer by his nape.

A shy smile gleams on Yoongi's lips. Jimin hums faintly and turns to his left with Yoongi.

Yoongi tries to free himself from Jimin's hold. He fails as Jimin tightens his hold on the former's nape.

Yoongi smiles a little and closes his eyes. Without realising it, he dozes off.