The One For Me || jerrie g!p

Chapter 38

Lauren POV

Ever since Leigh-Anne came by yesterday Camila and I started to feel guilty. Leigh's words really slapped us to reality. Her words got us to think.

I mean Jade was there for us. Like for me, she was there comforting me when I broke up with Camila, she was the one who was busy the most to find me when I passed out and was the one who brought me to the hospital, then she came to my graduation because she knows that it was hard for me that Camz wasn't there. Then for Camz, she said Jade gave her an advice on our relationship once, and Jade was also the one who called my Camz to make sure she's okay after the break up. And Jade was also supportive with her relationship with Shawn even though Jade didn't like the guy.

Jade was there when we were a mess so that was why Camila and I decided to come over to see her. At least try to return the favor. We talked to Perrie but she didn't want to come. She said her presence was only going to make Jade feels worse so we called Harry, Anne, and Zayn to come with us instead to make Jade feels less alone.

None of them knew Jade was staying at Leigh-Anne's. Jade completely shut herself from the world. They came by to her apartment when they heard the news but she wasn't there.

The fans was asking about her since she was basically disappeared from the world. Oh yeah their breakup was still a trending topic, they're like American goals couple so of course it went viral the second Perrie told the news.

"I feel like a bad friend that Leigh had to slap us in the face with a fact to make us came by to see her. She was right, Jade was there for each one of us. Yet here we are focusing on Perrie while she was drowning in sorrow. She's our friend too. Don't get me wrong, I'm still pissed about what she did but I just didn't know that she would be like this you know what I mean?" Camila said snapping me out my thoughts.

"Yeah me too actually, Jade was a huge help when we broke up. Mani said she was the one who called her here and there to find me. And she was there when I drank myself to sleep," I said turning on the corner to the street of Jade's house.

"Let's just be there for her okay? I know you're Perrie's best friend but she's your friend too, we have to be in the middle for this. We can't pick sides because it's their relationship, not ours," I said as I parked the car on the driveway.

No one's POV

A drunken Jade was staring out the window with a bottle of brandy in hand when there was a knock on the door. She looked at the door and saw Leigh's head peaking on the door crack. "Jade, our friends are here," she said as she walked in then soon enough Zayn, Harry, Louis, Anne, and Niall came in behind her.

"They're all here to see you,"

Jade didn't bother then but the word 'all' got her to look. "All? Wait i-is she-?" she said as she tried to walk straight.

"Lauren, is she here?" Jade said looking at Lauren in the eyes hopingly

Lauren didn't know what to say so she just smiled sadly and say the only thing that came to her mind. "I'm sorry" while shaking her head slowly.

Jade looked disappointed at first before she scoffed at her. "Don't bother ,Laur. I mean who am I kidding? I'm a druggie now and she hates drugs so, you do the math," before she sat on the bed and opened the bedside cabinet.

"She doesn't hate you ,Jade," Zayn said to her sitting on the bed beside her.

Jade didn't say anything but "sure, whatever," while roaming the cabinet searching the bottle of Xanax that wasn't anywhere to be found. She searched around the room where she would have put but she didn't find it. Then it kicked, somebody moved it and the only one that came in the room that day was Leigh.