The One For Me || jerrie g!p

Chapter 19

November 22nd, 2022

Jade POV
Ever since Perrie and I got together, let's just say we had a bump on the road. Perrie and I made a hit though, we did a song together that just blew the chart in only a week. Let me tell you a little bit about what happened few weeks ago.

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Flashback

It has been over a month since Perrie said she loves me back and the day when I revealed to the world that I'm the CEO of JTBolt. The media has been on my ass since then. paparazzi were everywhere, and everything I did ended up on the news, there's this ship name for Perrie and I that the fans came up with before I became a singer, Jerrie. And this Jerrie thing has been even more insane than before, I guess they paid attention. We liked how much the fans wanted us to be a thing and come out to the world but the labels didn't. The label was pressuring us even more to not do anything while they figured out the perfect time for us to come out to the world.

Perrie was pissed with the fact that we couldn't come up to the world because the label didn't tell us when, and for all, we knew it could be a year or something. She was pissed because she knows I didn't wait to be with her for so long just to wait even more, and she hated that we had to sneak around, stealing moments and stuff. She said she hates that she has to hide her feelings, well welcome to my life baby. It's like we were playing catch and it was only two months but it was exhausting.

"Ugh, Jade I'm so tired with all the waiting. I just want the world to know about us. You waited so long for us to happen yet I'm here for like a month and it's pissing me off. I seriously don't get how you're okay with all of this," she burst into the house throwing herself on the couch.

"What are you talking about? Of course, I'm not okay with this but there's nothing we can do about it. Pez I love you for quite some time now so don't even think that I'm okay with any of this," this is what happened recently. We were cranky and argued constantly because of the label and I hated everything about it.

She sighed "I know I'm sorry. I just hate it you know? I hate it that we have to sneak around, I hate it that the labels want us to only focus on music. I just wish there is something we can do," she said as she walked to sit on my lap. Wait that just gave me an idea.

"Hold on, both of our labels said that for now we should keep acting like best friends and focus on making music right?" I asked and she nodded. "Well, then why not write a song about it? It will be like we're telling the labels to be quick, we just need to make it not too obvious, what do you say?" She stared at me thinking before a smile came into view. "I say screw it, let's make a song,"

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Present

[Verse 1: Jade]
We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls
It'll never be enough
As you drive me to my house
I can't stop these silent tears from rolling down
You and I both have to hide on the outside
Where I can't be yours and you can't be mine

[Pre-Chorus: Jade]
But I know this, we got a love that is hopeless

[Chorus: Jade]
Why can't I hold you in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that?
'Cause I'm yours

[Verse 2: Perrie ]
It's obvious you're meant for me
Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly
Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep
But I'll never show it on my face

[Pre-Chorus: Perrie]
But we know this, we got a love that is hopeless

[Chorus: Perrie]
Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours
Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours