Darling, My Love. Please?

Chapter 11.

" The course of true love, never did run smooth" - Willam Shakespeare

My eyes snapped open, and I realized that it was now morning. Last night events playing in my head. I didn't really feel like getting up, so I just laid there, wondering about Aegon. Why did he care so much, about me being jealous?

Did I actually care? He was my uncle, my annoying adorable uncle. I rolled my eyes, finally managing to get up, my feet hitting the cold floor. I heard a knock, knowing it was my hand maid, I was going to take a bath, and repeat, the day mostly.

I started walking down the hallway, until I heard moaning, well it sounded like moaning. I slowly walked toward the noise, it was further down, as I grew closer, it grew louder. I came to a door, I realized who door it was. It was Aegon. The door was slightly cracked. Did I want to look? Was I going to look. I stood there, depending on it.

I did. I looked, my eyes peaked through, he was standing. He was naked, and a woman was at his feet on her knees, pleasuring him. His eyes were shut and his mouth was slightly open. He liked it.

I leaned slightly forward, and the door opened more. His eyes opened, but she didn't stop, she kept going, not hearing the door creak, but he did, before I could run, he was looking right at me. He didn't stop her, just stared at me. I was frozen, standing there, looking at him.

He smiled at me, I backed up and ran. I didn't stop running until I was outside, I realized. I needed fresh air, to get out. My body was hot, and my mouth felt dry. I don't know, what is wrong with me. I mean, why do I care?

Sat down on the grass, the morning dew, made my dress wet slightly, but I didn't care. I didn't care about anything. But my mind kept drifting back to Aegon.

His face.

His smile.

His hair.

His grin.

His laugh.

" Visenya dear, are you alright?" I realized it was Alicent behind me, as I sat on my knees. I turned to look at her.

" Yes, I just enjoy fresh air" I smiled at her. She looked not concerned.

" Well, come inside and have breakfast."

I just nodded my head, watching her walk away from me. I didn't want to eat breakfast with them, would he be there? But I didn't want to disrespect Alicent in anyway. But I couldn't help remember his body. I didn't see everything, but I did see enough.

I stood up, my legs felt like they were going to give out, as I walked back inside, slowly making my way toward the room. I kept my head down, until the door opened, I looked up, seeing Alicent and Otto next to each other, talking about whatever it was. Helaena sat there, day dreaming. Aemond was also there, with a grim look on his face.

And of course, Aegon was there, he turned around to look at me, he was grinning. I rolled my eyes, and sat down next to him.

" Morning " he said to me, as I sat down. I smiled, not looking at him.

" Morning Uncle"

I still didn't look at him, my eyes never felt the table. But no one said anything, we just ate in silence, and for that I was truly grateful. Until I felt him touch my thigh, I sat up, in shock. I looked at him, and he smiled, an innocent charming smile. I rolled my eyes.

" excuse me, I think I am going to my room to rest, I don't feel very swell." I looked at Alicent, she looked at me, and sadly smiled, nodding her head. I got up and walked out, fast.

I walked toward my room, realizing that I was indeed going to lay down, I might just stay in my room all day avoiding him. I walked into my room, changing out of my dress, into a nightgown.

I opened my window, letting the fresh air in, I sighed, lying down in bed, pulling the covers over me. I could still feel his hand, gripping my thigh. The smile on his face, like he had no idea. I rolled my eyes, rolling over, facing the window. I closed my eyes, thinking about him.

" My gods, you sleep too much"

My eyes snapped open once again, I looked next to me, realizing Aegon was in bed with me. I jumped up with fast movement.

" What are you doing here? In my bed?"

" Please, you can watch me get off but I can't lay in your bed?" He rolled his eyes at me.

" I didn't mean too, I heard moaning." I looked down.

" I'm sorry." I told him, still looking down.

" Visenya, it's okay, come lay back down." He patted next to him. I slowly moved toward the bed, laying back down, it was mid afternoon, I realized I probably missed lunch, but I didn't mind.

I looked at him, he was already looking at me, with his head propped up against his hand, he smiled at me. I just grinned.

" Why did you run off?" He questioned.

" I just wanted to stay in my room today."

He hummed softly, like he didn't believe me.

" I love you."

My head snapped up at him. I looked at him.

" I love you too."

" I am sorry, you had to see that, I should have closed the door, all the way" He looked down. I grabbed his free hand, that wasn't supporting his head.

" It's okay." He looked up at me, and I smiled at him again. I didn't agree with him, sleeping around, but I guess I get it. But I couldn't be mad at him. I watched as he licked his lips, and I felt myself, licking mine.

He watched me as I did.

" Have you ever kissed someone?" He asked softly.

I shook my head, no. I rolled over toward him, propping my arm up, with my head on hand, like he was. He smiled watching me.

" Do you still want marry for love?"

I laughed, " Yes, I do."

" Visneya?"

" Yeah?"

" Can I kiss you? Just once."

" Why?" I questioned him, in shock.

" I just want to feel your lips against mine, just one time, please."

" I don't know how." I looked down.

" it's okay."

He leaned in, and I leaned in, my stomach filled with butterflies. And with that, his lips were against mine, soft and gentle. He pulled away and I didn't even open my eyes, pulling him into me again. What was I do doing? I don't know but it felt good and right.

• he won't let her go now •

• Mad King and Flower Queen •

• One kiss, it starts it all •

• He will not give her up •

• In this lifetime or the next •

• He will keep her •

• Until her body is laid to rest •