Darling, My Love. Please?

Chapter 13.

" I looked away. You're on fire. Yeah, I watched a change in you, it's like you never had wings. And you feel so alive, I watched you change." - Deftones

I walked to dinner, feeling different. The need and desperation set into my skin. My mouth watered. My body felt hot. I didn't know, what was wrong. But I wanted to see him.

I walked toward the door, as Ser Criston stood there. He looked at me, and I looked at him, he bowed his softly, opening the door. Everyone was already seated, I rolled my eyes. But my eyes were on Aegon, who was seated, grimly in his seat. Until he saw me. I sat down next to him, my eyes moved to his hands.

My eyes stayed on his fingers as he danced against his cup. He was beautiful. I could feel myself, flustered.

" Visenya, dear are you feeling better?" Alicent asked.

" Yes, Your Grace, I am. Thank you."

I didn't know, why I felt like this or even what this was that I was feeling. But it felt good. It was small conversation. Everyone talked about their day, or what they planned to do.

I just sat there, eating, not really paying attention. I didn't really care. The topic weren't really interesting.

" Visenya, it is nice to have you here, I must say." Otto spoke up.

I smiled. " Thank you, it's my home after all."

" Do you miss your family?" Alicent questioned.

" Uh, no not really. You are all my family too." I smiled at her as she smiled back. Helaena spoke up, lightly.

" Family is divided, once they dance in the flames together." She lightly spoke, not really realizing it.

Was she talking us? Did she know? I just smiled, going back eating. I just wanted to take a bath, and lay down. Aegon still sat that, his eyes would glance around but settling on me. I could feel his eyes burning into the side of my face.

I was done, eating and with that, I excused myself, smiling at everyone, bidding them, goodnight. I walked away, making my way toward my room.

I was going to take a bath, and lay down. That's what I wanted to do. The storm slowed down. The lightning, lighting up the hallway as I walked through the halls. It was almost an eerie feeling. As I walked into my room, the hand maid, had already prepared my bath, I was happy, I could just relax in the hot water. I didn't listen to her when she told me it was hot. I just stepped in, not caring.

I finished washing my hair and washing up, getting out, dressing in a white nightgown, as I put it on, I looked around my room. The feeling of guilt just came down on me. I kissed Aegon and I loved it and I am ashamed, as I stood there, still looking around in my room. I decided I would sneak to the library and sit there.

I didn't have anyone posted at my door which was odd, but I opened my door and crept out, making my way toward the library. The hallways were dim, the candles, burning out slowly. I slowly opened the door to the library, it was always beautiful, it was peaceful just like the gardens.

I smiled softly walking in. The moonlight from the windows lit up the room, I sat down on the chair, staring at the moon. I pulled my knees to my chest. I felt someone's hand touch my hair, I turned my head, scared, about to scream. Until I saw him. He glowed in the moonlight. He was smiling at me.

" I went to your room, you weren't there, I went to the gardens, not there either, so this was the last place and here you are." He said as he sat on the arm of the chair.

I smiled, looking back at the moon. He looked also. Staring at the moon then me. " Something is wrong, I can feel it." He spoke softly.

I looked up at him, as he leaned closer to me. " I feel terrible for the way I feel about you, it is wrong." Before I could say anything else, he moved fast, standing in front of me. Both hands, caging me. He leaned down, looking at me. His face, close to mine.

" You are mine. You were mine when you were brought into this world. When my worthless father carried you in, so we could all see you, I took one look at you, and the Gods decided for me and you think I care about what anyone else wants? It's my happiness now, not anyone else's." He gritted his teeth, I turned my head away from him. He leaned down, placing a kiss to my cheek.

His soft lips, his smell, his warmth, it was almost like a spell, I grabbed his head, pushing him up, his lips against mine. His arms wrapped around me, as we stood in the moonlight. He pulled his head away as he looked at me, his fingers grabbing my head, pulling me to look at him.

" No more of this nonsense, you cannot stay away from me. Just be mine, and I will give you, everything I have."

I just stared at him, I nodded my head. He smiled, pulling me into a hug, lifting me up and spinning me around. Until we heard the door open, in the doorway, stood Alicent. Her arms crossed staring at us. I tried stepping away but Aegon held me against him.

" Aegon, Visenya." She spoke, shutting the door behind her.

" Mother."

She sighed deeply. " I don't know what's going on, but it needs to stop right now."  His arm tightened against me.

" No" He spoke.

" Then she must leave, and go home this once, Aegon, the shame you are placing on your family and upon yourself."

He laughed, " If you make her leave, then I will go with her, I will follow her even in death, I don't feel ashamed for my feelings, mother." He let me go as he spoke, I slowly moved away, staring at them.

She looked at me. She was going to speak, until Otto came in, " Alicent, leave them be, we will discuss this matter in the early hours."

His words must of worked because she got up, looking at us, as Aegon grabbed my hand. She looked at our hands.

" Go to bed, both of you." She softly spoke then out the door she went. Otto stood there, smiling at us, walking out the door. It shut and I let out a heavy breath.

" Nothing will keep me from you." Aegon looked at me, as I looked up at him.

* The Mad King and The Flower Queen were talked about for years to come.*

* He loved her, more than anything *

" Some say, if you look in the gardens hard enough, you can see them dancing together in the flames.*

* She loved him, more than life, and nothing would keep her away from him.*