Darling, My Love. Please?

Chapter 24.

It's a sad fate, that it has come down to this. Everything is cold, no matter how hot the sun is. The walls of this castle, scream and cry for what happened, for what is going happen.

I woke up with the sun hitting my back, I noticed Aegon wasn't by my side. I felt sore in between my legs, the events came to my mind. I laid in bed, until the servants came in, preparing my bath. I sighed a little, getting up.

It hurt to walk, but I slowly made my way to the bath, it stung getting into the hot water but it felt good nonetheless. I thought about Jace and Luke. My heart broke, thinking about Luke. He was scared and alone. Here I am, sleeping with the enemy.

I felt the tears, come down my face, a silent sob. I pulled my knees up to my chest. I don't want to die, but now I don't have a choice. My fate was sealed, it's always been sealed. The tears kept rolling down my face.

" My dear, are you alright?" I heard someone say by the door, my head shot up, keeping myself covered. It was Alicent.

I nodded, but another sob came out. She sighed walking closer to the tub.

" I don't want to die, but I will, after what I have done."

She stared at me, she knew.

" I know what you have done, but you won't die." She sat down on the edge of the tub, staring at nothing.

" My mother and father will hate me."

" a mothers love is more powerful than anything, she could never hate you."

I just nodded. " Finish up, and come have lunch."

I didn't say anything, I just walked her walk away. I finished up, what I was doing and got dressed, making my way out the door. I shivered walking through the halls. I heard the guards behind me, and I turned looking at them.

" Why are you following me? I never had guards follow me before." I snapped.

They both looked at each other, " King Aegon wants everyone to be protected, he made sure that you had someone with you at all times, Princess"

I just nodded, turning around to continue my walk, I didn't slow down, my legs hurt, everything felt sore. I made it to the dining room, I was of course the last one. Everyone's head shot up to stare at me.

I smiled, not quite looking at everyone, sitting down. I didn't look at anyone, just waited for the food to be served. Everyone chatted among themselves, I wasn't very much listening. Until someone called out my name. I looked up and it was Aegon.

" Are you alright?"

I just nodded, looking back down. The food was served and it smelled terrible, it looked terrible. I pushed the plate away.

" Are you not hungry?" Alicent asked.

" No, it smells terrible and looks terrible, if I may be excused, my king, I will be outside."

He simply nodded with worry in his eyes, I got up, walking out, making my way to the gardens. Everything was all dead. Flowers have died. It looked also terrible out here.

I sighed, sitting down, in the grass, looking up at the sun. I heard someone stand next to me, staring at me.

" Can I sit?" Aegon asked, looking at me. I rolled my eyes.

" You have done this since we were little, I never say no."

He laughed a little, sitting down.

" Are you alright?" He asked, moving the hair out of my face.

" I'm just worried."

He nodded, " My brother died, all of them will die, and here I'll be waiting for someone to kill me."

" No one will touch you."

I laid down, staring up the clouds, I felt him lay next to me.

" Aegon, you cannot always protect me from everyone."

" I can, and I will, I have since I was little."

I laughed, he moved closer, resting his head against my arm.

" No one will tear us apart."

" no one will ever take you away from me"

" I know, Aegon I am yours."

We just sat and looked at the clouds.

********* Alicent POV ********

I sighed watching Aegon and Visenya, as they laid together watching the clouds, his head resting against her, one arm over her, while her hand rested on his.

" He will not let her go." My father spoke to me, watching them also.

" He is already married." I kept my eyes on them. He said something, making her laugh. His eyes were bright watching him laugh.

" He is King now, daughter, if he wants her, he will have her, like he always has since they were young." my father spoke moving closer to me.

" Yes, but what will everyone think?" I snapped.

" It is too late to think about what everyone thinks, he has her, he has Rhaenyra and Daemons daughter, he will kill anyone before he lets her go."

" I know, he has loved her since they were young, when Rhaenyra had her, I held her, and showed Aegon her, and even then his eyes lit up, upon looking at her."

" Let him have her daughter, it will all work out."

He spoke walking away, I watched him, but my eyes went back to them. I slowly walked away, hearing their laughter together.

******* End of POV *****

I watched this first episode of season two and sobbed the whole entire time.