Darling, My Love. Please?

Chapter 18.

" So watch as I set fire to everything, watch as I burn down everything, anything. Watch as I destroy you. Watch as she turns into God. Watch as she, watch as she turns into me." - In This Moment, God is She.

• Aegon and Visneya were two souls destined to be together by Fire and Blood. •
• Forever known as The Mad King and The Flower Queen •

I was trapped here. I couldn't leave. I was imprisoned. Aegon was never going to let me go. I heard a knock on the door. It was a guard, telling me lunch was ready. I had to join them, breakfast, lunch and dinner, although I skipped breakfast.

I made way through the halls, it was now even more dark, and gloomy. Everyone was on edge, waiting for the first attack from my family. But even if they waited, they still had me. I was the trophy. But I didn't care if I lived or died.

The doors opened, everyone was seated already. My face made a grim look. I sat down, looking at everyone. The same faces as mine, but not Aegon, he grinned. I looked at him, and he smiled, showing his pearly whites.

He was beautiful still, I cursed myself to even think that, but it was true. " How did you sleep?" Alicent asked me. I just shrugged my shoulders, " I slept fine, but I have a terrible feeling at night."

Everyone looked at me, " What do you mean?" Otto questioned. I shrugged my shoulders again.
" Like something bad is gonna happen, I don't know what or when, but I can feel it."

We ate in silence, no one said anything, deep into the thought of what I said. At least they believed me. Aegon kept his eye on me, the entire time. Aemond glanced at me every now and then.

" Can I go outside to the garden?" I asked Aegon. He looked at me, and raised his eyebrow. I rolled my eyes. " Please."

He laughed, " Yes, you can. It is a nice day after all." With that I bid everyone goodbye and made my way to the gardens, footsteps I heard behind me, I knew it was Aegon.

I walked faster and so did he. " Do you want to race?" He asked me, I laughed, " what?"

" Do you want to race to the gardens, like we use too?" He spoke as he caught up to me. I pushed him, and started running. His laughter was loud as he took off behind me. I laughed, my dress flowing behind me.

Could you love someone you're destined to hate? Could you do it? Could you turn your back on everything you were taught?

I felt his arms warp around me, as I laughed, he spun me around, I heard him laughing. He let go me, I smiled as I turned to him, as he smiled back.

" King Aegon." I bowed.

" Queen Visenya." I wrinkled up my nose at him.

" I'm not a queen."

" You will be." I rolled my eyes.

I sat down, as he did next to me. " I didn't want this." Aegon sadly spoke. I looked at him.

" I only wanted you."

" I know."

We sat in silence together, it was nice. I liked silence. Until I spoke again. " You know, we are going to die right?" He stared at me, but I didn't look at him.

" I won't let you die." I rolled my eyes.

" But everyone we love will." I thought about my mother, father and my brothers. He didn't say anything, he just put his head on my shoulder. I leaned my head against him.

" King Aegon, you have your council meeting." He rolled his eyes, sighing very loud.

" Come, I'll walk you to your room." He held out his hand.

I nodded my head, smiling at him. He smiled as he held out his hand. I took it, as he pulled me up.   As I stood up. We made our way in. He walked to my door.

" I'll see you at dinner." He softly spoke. I smiled. " Okay." I said, kissing his cheek. He stood there, shocked but smiled after.

I walked into my room, laying down in bed. I would take a nap. I have nothing else but time. But time is precious when you don't have any more of it. I've learned that.

I didn't realize how long time had passed, I rolled over, throwing my leg up. Until I heard someone groan. My eyes shot open, it was Aegon. I tried to move my leg, but he grabbed it and stopped me.

" I have missed you." He lowly spoke. I tried to move my leg again, but he still didn't let go. His hands started to rub up and down my leg. I just stared at him, as I laid my head back down.

" They think I should let you go, but I don't want to. I'm afraid if I let you go, I won't see you again." He spoke, looking at me, with tears in his eyes.

" If you want to go, I will let you go, if that's what you want, because I love you." He was crying.

I didn't know what to do, but in that moment, I just leaned in and kissed him, I should hate him, I should hate every single thing about him, but I don't. My hands went to his hair, and I tugged on it, causing him to let out a moan.

He rolled onto his side, facing me. " We should stop, if we keep going, I won't stop." He groaned out, as I kept kissing his face.

I stopped and looked at him. " I don't want to stop." His face snapped up toward mine, his eyes darkened. I might die, so I want to experience everything before I do. But fate works out in strange ways.

" Aegon, I need to speak to you." It was Aemond. Aegon put his hand over my mouth, and he didn't move.

" Aegon, I know you're in there, I heard you giggling like a girl!" He yelled, still banging. He rolled his eyes. " Come in!" I yelled once he moved.

" Visenya."

" Aemond."

" Brother, I need to speak to you, alone."

Aegon nodded his head, waving his hand, Aemond just nodded to me, walking out.

" I will be back, don't move. Lay back down and I don't scream like a girl." I rolled my eyes throwing the pillow, laughing.