BURN "28 Flames" Book One

Trust Issues 16

I sat at my computer trying to fix a portfolio. Last night after the concert I went to a hotel and decided that it was time for me to move. It was done everything was over and as bad as the taste was in my mouth I had to swallow it and move on.

I'm sure he tried to come by last night because he called and text all night begging me to see him. But every time I did it hurt me more and more because I wasn't what he needed. I was sick and tired of crying over him I wanted my old life back and I would only get it by moving away.

Finally getting that done Andrew sat talking to a client and Christina worked with her cousin on the new software for the revised portfolios.
I was so excited about it that way I could be ahead of my competition. But I was doing great so far within my first year 15 accounts two employees and making money hand over fist.

I went on a search for a house this time with three bedrooms and a lower level to run my business from home. Since I wasn't really ready to open up an official business. I saw a few and sent emails to realtors. The day was getting longer and all I wanted to do was sleep we ate pizza and pasta for dinner.

" Ok. Why don't we pick this up on Monday? It's getting late and you guys have been awesome." I said exhaustingly.

" Well Tim and I will continue to work on this over the weekend." Christina suggested.

I nodded my head in approval.

" Yea girl and you should hit the gym with me thus weekend." Andrew chimed in half serious.

I laughed weakly and gave him a nod.

After they left I plopped down on my couch and dozed off.

I watched as she slept and after yesterday I knew she was upset with me. I don't know but I was torn between her and Valerie. She said she didn't want to see me anymore and I knew she loved me. But I loved Valerie she helped me to get where I was even though half the time I was drunk or high. Without Abigail I was lost drinking more getting high more but nothing seemed to take that pain away. I was always coming to see her and the urge to make love to her always gave me pause. I hurt her so much that I couldn't bring myself to hurt her anymore but I couldn't let her go either. I saw what she was denying she was carrying my baby and no matter how much she denied it I knew she was. Her body changed her stomach was poking out I don't know if she didn't want to believe it or what but I do. I was happy yet scared her mind was on an emotional roller-coaster and I was the last person she wanted to see.

Right now seeing her I had to touch her I had to make love to her.

He took everything off all the way down to his boxers. He let his manhood hang as he unbuttoned my shirt. I felt his hands on me I had seen him without him knowing. I always could feel when he was in the room even as exhausted as I was I felt him. He looked at me and gave a smile. For the first time he was sober not a hint of a subtance or he just was that damn good at hiding it. He continued to move his hands down feeling the warmth between my legs. I sat up as he pulled my shirt over my head. Nothing fast just sensual. I bit my bottom lip as he took my breast in his mouth and sucked lightly on me nipples.

I caressed the back of his head and relished the moment letting all negative thoughts go. My body was his for the taking tonight no strings attached just us having sex. I wanted to be numb so I wouldn't feel any guilt or regret come morning. He kissed down my body and stopped at my stomach and admired the initials AT in twined in the black heart bleeding red. It was fairly new. He flicked his tongue and kissed it making love if you will with his mouth. I moaned as my body quivered under his spell. It so hypnotic that I felt high the room was spinning the air was cool.