BURN "28 Flames" Book One

Remember You 25

Abigail was still in the hospital on suicide watch. I was still fucked about her attempting suicide. I knew that if she succeeded in it I would've done the same.

But here I was trying to drown out my sorrows drinking and popping codine pills. The dirty Sprite went down with ease as I watched Valerie and Crystal kiss. I rubbed my dick and let my high take over drowning out any thought of Abigail.

Valerie seductively motioned for me join her and Crystal. The Puerto Rican beauty was amazing her body was bad with tattoos and piercings she made me think about the black widows Abigail had going up her back blood dripping from there fangs. But I quickly got pulled out of my stupor as Crystal unbuckled my jeans. I was lost zoned out and Valerie danced to the music.

" She's about to earn some bragging rights I'm about to give it up like I've been holding back all night, girl take pride in what you wanna do even if that's a new man every night inside of you, baby I don't  mind but you can tell by how I roll , cause my clique hard and my cup cold my talk slurred cause I'm so throwed, I'm wiping sweat from my last show, he's TG and I'm XO.....

The lyrics blared through the speakers as Crystal turned her head tricks and Valerie danced. I watched stoned cold as Crystal worked her body I pushed her head further down as I felt my dick hit the back of her throat. She moaned and tickled my balls as her slob seeped out the corners of her mouth. She was trying to make me Remember her.

I released my dick from her mouth and pushed her back onto the bed. With my jeans and black boots still on I pushed her knees to her chest and positioned myself in between her thighs and put my dick in. I was so numb I couldn't feel shit but she didn't fucking know it because I'll never fuckin show it, I faded

Abigail just kept entering my mind. Images of her watching me fuck another girl made me go limp

"You good baby?" Crystal asked eyeing me.

I nodded my head yeah and tried to get my shit  hard. But I felt Abigail staring at me with tears in her eyes. Her protruding belly etched on my brain. My shit  wouldn't get hard it got softer.

"You alright Abel?" Valerie yelled behind me.

I went to the bathroom and locked the door to throw some water on my face. The water ran but the sound faded as I stared at myself and the image of Abigail kissing my arm saying she loved me. I shook my head but she was still there.

Her presence wouldn't leave me she watched me in my high fucked up moment ugly from the drugs and liquor.  All her wounds were displayed on her body the sight of her hanging from the ceiling made me jump.

" I'm sorry Abigail. I need you too." I cried as the banging on the door got louder.

" Abel what's going on?" Valerie yelled.

I didn't respond I just opened the door and pushed passed her. She grabbed my wrist.

"Abel. What's up?" She eyed me confusingly.

"I gotta go." I said hurriedly snatching my arm away from her.

I hurried to my truck and drove as fast as I could to the hospital. I kept hearing Abigail saying she loved me and needed me.

But what scared me the most was the image of her hanging from the damn ceiling. I cruised through Scarborough praying that I didn't get pulled over. She needed me and I couldn't let her down.

Finally making it down to the hospital I parked in valet and ran to the elevators. The damn door seemed like it wasn't opening fast enough. The spectators on the hall looked at me like I was a crazy person I just shrugged it off.

The nurses at the station just sat there talking amongst each other and I made my way to her room. Once there my worst fears took over I couldn't speak I couldn't tell for help I just ran to her.

"ABIGAIL!" I screamed out loud trying to get her down.

Her skin was cold as ice and her belly hard. I covered my mouth as I screamed but no sounds came out. I couldn't breath I felt like I couldn't breath. Then nurses and doctors ran in pushing passed me as I dropped to my knees. I watched with blurred vision as they took her down.

I fought them away from her as I tried to hug her. But they restrained me. I yelled her name but she wouldn't wake up...She wouldn't wake up and say I love you Abel her smile was gone.

I cried because this is how she would Remember Me...I could never give it up and I wouldn't have to because I wasn't living...