Little Too Much

Mariah And Ruben? (Chapter 8)

As Im making breakfast for Shawn, Jazmyne and I, my phone rings.

I look at the screen and it shows Mariahs name, I pick up my phone and answer it.

(Phone call) M=Mariah J=Jen

Hey - M

Heey? - I say not knowing what to expect.

Wanna hang out today? - Mariah says a little to excited.

Sure-. J

Okaay meet me at the Mall, In the Food court? Bye- M

And with that she hangs up. okay? I finish making our breakfast and we all eat then I head up t my room and stat getting ready.  I curl my hair and dress in light blue, high-wasted shorts and a burgundy/white shirt and white convers. (link at the end of chapter in A/N)

"Shawn? Im leaving!" I shout from the bottom of the stairs.

"Where are you going?" He says, now standing at the top of the stairs.

"To the Mall, with Mariah." I say.

"Okaay. Text me when you get there" He says and I nod.

I get into the car and drive to the Mall. I walk in the Mall and then decide to text Mariah. she said shes in front of chipotle, as I walk to the food court I see Mariah and another person, a guy? Mariah sees me but the guy hasn't turned around yet but when he does, I lose my breath and smile. Ruben. Mariah does something that I never would have expected, she grabs Rubens face and smashes her lips onto his, it takes him a second to realize whats happening but he pulls away and looks at me his expression changes. I stay frozen, not being able to move. I look over at Mariah and she gives me an evil smirk, Ruben starts to make his way over to me and I want to run, I want to run and never look back, why does it hurt so bad? how could she do that? I thought she was my friend?

 A thousand things are going through my head all at once and before I know it Ruben is in front of me.

"Jenn. I can explain." He says grabbing my arms. I pull away and look at the floor, not being able to speak at all.

"Please, Im sorry." He says.

"please don't say your sorry, you so clearly are not." I tell him, I don't wanna listen to anyone. sure I haven't known him that long but I felt something specialwith him. I trusted him, the both of them. I finally find my legs and start to walk away and he clasps my wrist with his big hand.

"Jenn." He breaths.

"I just need some time." I say quietly and look him in the eyes, he nods and lets me go. I run out of the Mall and make it to my car, I start crying, Not just because of Ruben but I guess after bottling up my emotions for so long I just broke. This is my breaking point where I can let it all out finally.

**RUBENS P.O.V.**

Im sitting in my house and an unknown number calls me, I answered it and a girl said for me to meet her at the mall, that shes Jenn's friend and she wants to surprise her. She told me that Jenn really likes me and it would make her day, so I agreed, I really like Jenn too. I hope she knows that I would never hurt her on purpose, Jenn said she needed time so that's what shes gunna get, I hope she will hear me out. the look one her face.

{Flashback to moments ago}

"She should be here right now, I need your back facing her so she doesn't know its you, okay?" Mariah says.

"Got it." I say quite nervous.

"There she is. I see her." and with that I turn around.

Then I feel two hands on each side of my face and lips smash onto mine, I freeze shocked, that's when I pull back into realization and pull away from the horrible kiss. I look at Jenn and her face is completely emotionless, my heart sinks and I start to make my to her she looks lost, shes here physically but not mentally.

"Jenn, I can explain." I say and gently grab both of her arms, she pulls away and looks at the ground, not saying a word.

"Please, im sorry." I say and mean it.

"Please don't say your sorry, you so clearly are not." she says, I understand why she is telling me this, she doesn't know the whole story. she starts to walk away from me but I get a hold of her wrist.

"Jenn" I breath out.

"I just need some time." Is all she says and I nod my head letting her go.

 I see her run until she disappears  into the crowd of people. I turn around, anger boiling inside of me, Mariah tricked us both, I walk back over to her and she has a devilish smirk plastered across her face.

"You like that?" She says staring into my eyes.

"Why did you do that? I thought you were her friend?" I say in a surprisingly calm voice for how mad I feel on the inside.

"Exactly you thought, just like she thought she came here to hang out with me." and with that she walks away, shes so lucky shes a girl.

A while later I leave the Mall and go home, I sit on the couch, sigh deeply. I really want to call Jenn or at least talk to her but she wanted some space and I need to respect that, I put the t.v. on a random station and fall asleep.

**Jenn's P.O.V.**

Im currently at home in my room eating ice cream :). yes typical, honestly after balling my eyes out I felt way better and in a couple of days I have to go back to school, Great. I told Ruben I needed some time and im glad he listened and I know we need to talk about it and that he needs to explain, but what do I say? should I even say anything? and what do I do about Mariah? honestly I don't that kind of stuff in my life I think im just gunna drop her. I haven't heard from Katy either, it sucks how the people you trust the most can betray you, hurt you so much. Someone then knocks on my door, most likely Shawn.

"Who is it?" I ask

"Who else?" He says, its Shawn.

"Come in." I say and the door opens.

"Alright, whats wrong?" He asks.

"What do you mean?" I say acting confused.

"don't lie, the whole tub of ice cream is missing and your watching Netflix." he tells me with his crossed arms. dam he knows me too well.

"Its nothing, really." I say not wanting to tell him 'cause he might kill Ruben ;).

"Tell meee." he say and sits down next to me on the bed.

"I don't want to talk about it." I groan.

"PLEEASE." He says and gives me puppy eyes.

"No Shawn." I say sternly.

"Its better if you tell me now, instead of me finding out." he says and shrugs, hes right but I cant tell him so I just keep quiet.

Shawn leaves and I start watching 'Teen Wolf' my favorite show.

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Hey sorry I haven't been on here in a long time. im going to try and do an update everyday because im not that busy anymore. :)

Who else is a teen wolf fan?? If you are the new episode was amazing and I cant wait for part two!! Parrish and Liam are Babes

Love, Jacinda :*** 

The link below is her outfit.

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