" 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐭, 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐲"
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𝐑𝐚𝐲𝐲𝐚𝐧 𝐒𝐲𝐞𝐝 :
a billionaire with insomnia.
something's happened to the sunshine guy in the past 2 years that left him with a...
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— ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧ Rayyan's Pov :
then die !
her words were so harsh it pierced through my heart. Those harsh words crumbled something inside my chest, my heart to be precise.
After that day of me disrespectfully asking her to leave, I couldn't sleep well at all since then.
another level of remorse and guilt surrounding me. they say ' you hurt yourself so that someone else doesn't feel the pain'
but in my case it's different ' I hurt others so that they don't hurt me in the first place and I don't feel the pain.'
it was so rude of me to ask her to leave like that but no one would understand how trigged I was at that time, is there a person who would understand me ? Without me opening my mouth ? Without me spilling my past ? No.
I need to make it up to Dr. Sehmat somehow because I don't really think or hope that she'll continue consulting and treating me. She terrifies me, but I've never felt the urge to heal until I met her. She's my healer, as far as I know, and I messed things up with her. I think I've lost my chance to heal again?
So, I hurried to the hospital, but it was completely empty, except for a few duty doctors and guards.
I asked them about Dr. Sehmat, and they told me that all the doctors are participating in a free health campaign for the next two days, which is taking place out of town.
Without a second thought, I hopped into my car and drove off to the location I found out about. It's now or never! I really want to meet her and make things right because even though I'm a billionaire, I can't afford to lose this opportunity to heal.
I'm staying at the same hotel where the doctors' team has reserved rooms. Right now, it's 11pm and I'm sitting outside in the hotel's massive garden, surrounded by beautiful flowers and bushes.
My mind keeps replaying the memories of her saying she won't treat me anymore, and her words 'then die' are making my jaw tighten and my heart ache.
As I took deep breaths, I looked up at the moon and stars, then back down to earth. My mind was filled with heart-wrenching thoughts.
It feels like everything happening to me is my fault, or maybe we can say it's the punishment I'm facing for the sin I committed. But am I truly a killer? Or is it just fate that took him away from us?
Armaan, I wish I was the one who should've died that day, but it hurts to think about you feeling the same pain I feel every day.
