𝐄𝐇𝐒𝐀𝐀𝐒 - essence of love

15 : risking my life

— ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧ Rayyan's Pov :

when nothing helped gazing at her did.

I rushed into the hotel and made my way to my room. It was already late and the doctors had left for camp. I had to go too. But why am I doing all this? Why do I want to be in the same place as she is? Why do I want to be with her?

Letting out a deep sigh, I hurried into the restroom to take a refreshing shower. Honestly, I don't have any answers to my own questions. I feel like I'm going crazy, so I just want to shut off those thoughts.

Getting ready, I drove towards the hillside where the free medical camp was taking place.

I parked my car a little distance away from the camp but could still see the tables and doctors from there.

Resting my hands on the steering wheel, I scanned the crowd with my eyes, searching for a certain someone with enchanting green eyes.

As I gazed at her, my eyes locked onto her. She was talking to another girl doctor, wearing a huge grin on her face. She smiled and laughed, and I couldn't help but stare at her like a creep.

She tucked her hair behind her ear, and something stirred inside my chest. She ran her fingers through her long, cherry brown hair, causing my stomach to flutter.

Her beautiful smile looked absolutely stunning, and her milky skin tone glowed in the sun.

Her perfect button nose only added to her already gorgeous appearance, along with her soft pink lips.

I don't know why, but it was so calming to just gaze at her. I couldn't help but keep staring at her like a creep until her head suddenly turned towards me.

My breath got caught in my throat. She looked directly at me and a shiver ran down my entire body. A wave of embarrassment flooded over me as I saw her frown from the car.

Taking a deep breath, I stepped out of the car and made my way towards the campsite.

I approached the spot where Dr. Sehmat was standing. I stood in front of her, feeling at a loss for words.

It was completely silent between us, with her friend, the other doctor, having already left. It was just the two of us, facing each other.

I was in the waiting line with the other patients, watching as she checked each person under the open sky.

The sun's rays were shining on her face. Gathering my courage, I got up from my seat and walked towards her. I stood by her side, shielding her from the sun's rays.

I don't know why, but I just had this strong urge to shield her from the harsh midday sunlight. "What are you doing?" She asked, and I turned to face her. "Just covering you from the sun," I replied casually. I can't help but feel like something's seriously wrong with me.