" 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐭, 𝐢 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐲"
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𝐑𝐚𝐲𝐲𝐚𝐧 𝐒𝐲𝐞𝐝 :
a billionaire with insomnia.
something's happened to the sunshine guy in the past 2 years that left him with a...
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— ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧ Rayyan's Pov :
I just can't help the growing feelings for Doctor Sehmat in my heart. I shifted to Canada to fix my brain, trauma, and insomnia, all of which are related to my past. But in the process of fixing my mental health, I got diagnosed with a feeling, a feeling closer to what love feels.
I don't think I love her, but what I feel is more than just liking. She sees us as friends, but I don't look at her the way, the way friends look.
I've realized my feelings for her, but I don't have the courage to express them, fearing that it might ruin everything.
I can't stop thinking about her, she's always on my mind, even when I close my eyes. Her soft, baby-like lily scent lingers in my thoughts. I desperately want to let go of all these feelings.
I'm completely healed now! I no longer have nightmares and insomnia I can sleep easily and get enough hours of sleep.
My past trauma doesn't trigger me anymore, and I don't feel that burning sensation in my chest.
The reason for all of this is her! She healed me.
She's always on my mind before i go to sleep, when i reflect on my past, and even when I feel any pain in my chest. her thoughts healed me.
My mom, once she said that moving to a different country would help me heal. I took her advice, and it turns out she was right.
But she didn't prepare me for the unexpected: falling head over heels for someone. She didn't warn me about the overwhelming admiration and the loss of control over my own emotions.
To make matters even more complicated, this special someone happens to be a doctor whose patient I'm, the doctor who healed me.
It's a challenging situation, and i find myself in questioning who will guide me through these intense feelings.
My mom focused on healing, but now I'm facing the realm of emotions and feelings.
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I've made up my mind, and now I'm leaving Canada. My healing is done, and I can't stay here and mess with my heart and feelings.
I need to let go of all these things. I don't belong in this country. I'll go back to New York, where my old life was, leaving behind memories with Doctor Sehmat and my new friends, Haris, Irza, and Rafey.
I rushed into my restroom and took a refreshing shower with clean water. After getting out, I put on my black bathrobe and walked out.
