CONSUME

[28] together

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A boyfriend.

I didn't know what that even entailed, but I suppose I have one now. And I have had one for the past week. 

It's weird. It's great, and it's fun I think, and it's  cool, but it's weird. I just have someone that I supposedly go to when I'm happy, or sad, or horny, or even if I want someone to give me company while I take a nap. 

And Axel said that he'd prove it to me that he can be a good boyfriend, but it's been like a week and I've barely seen him. Finals got over last Friday, and but then the Conynghim's went out of town to visit the triplets' grandparents that weekend, and were gone for the past 5 days. I have been texting Axel, and he calls whenever he gets a chance to be alone, but it isn't often enough since we haven't told anyone in our families about us yet. I don't know why-- we just haven't. But our messages consist of 'Hey,' and 'Hi,' and a lot of him saying 'I have a boner because I was thinking about you.' 

And I know, I sound like I'm fitting every teenage-hormonal stereotype when I say this, but I am actually growing quite irritable because I haven't felt his touch. It annoys me that I've had to masturbate like every other day, closing my eyes imagining it was Axel's fingers in me instead. But it never feels as good as the real thing. 

Aside from that, we've yet to go on a first date. 

God it sounds corny even saying that. 

But he gets home today, so I guess we'll see what happens. 

Our moms know only that we made up after our fight over three weeks ago, but didn't know why or what happened. I think they were just relieved that we had gotten over it, so they didn't ask for any details. I think they'll be a little bit beyond shocked when they find out that we're a couple now. 

I sighed.

It's finally Friday, but that means that tomorrow is Prom. And I will be going with Axel, which is just radically absurd. I would have never ever in my entire years of existence thought that my date to senior prom would be Axel Conynghim. But he bought a suit and tie that matches my dress perfectly, so I'd be lying to say I'm not excited about the whole thing. It's been a while since I've dressed up for something, and it'll be the first time in months that Axel will see me all dolled up. 

Usually he sees me with tears on my face and messy hair while I'm gagging and completely naked. 

I shook my head at the thought.

Funny what a week of no sex will do after having it everyday for the past two weeks. 

I rose from my bed and grabbed my phone off my desk. 

Kameron: 'when will u guys be here?'

ASSLE: 'Literally just about to pull in the driveway which you would know if you checked my location like I told you to.'

I rolled my eyes. Axel insisted on sharing our locations because I guess the whole Dylan thing still had him on edge. Nobody has seen Dylan ever since what happened. But I'm not complaining. 

Regardless, I don't know why Axel thinks I would just sit here and watch his location like a crazy person desperately anticipating his arrival. 

Even though I suppose that is precisely what I am doing. 

He doesn't need to know that. 

Kameron: 'ok, sorry im not a stalker who's gna stare at ur location every five secs'

ASSLE: 'Awkward, because I've been stalking you.'

Kameron: 'yea bc ur obsessed w me.'

ASSLE: 'Literally not at all that's disgusting.'