[ShadowxReader] - Into the Kingdom's carnage

~ Chapter 12: The dream ~

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If my brother would have been closer to the door and that it seemed like I was talking through my sleep... It would have bring him a lot of questions. Being actually shocked myself, I tried my best to remember the elements of the dreams. I just had to come to the last one. There was some battles and some scary forests sure but the end... Was more than surprising. It was back at the view onto the grassy fields next to the stables. I had my back pressed against a tree at the beginning of the forest like last time after the exchange with the King Arthur. Birds were chirping and you could hear the wind going through the heavy leaves. The sun had a soft warmness onto my fur/skin and in my neck. That was until I realized someone was breathing down my neck. Frightened at first, some hands took my wrists to keep me from going and that strength in my dream scared me even more. I calmed my feelings and tried to put good thoughts of who the person could be and the first one I thought about was Shadow.

Y/N: Shadow?

The pressure around my wrists went away. I looked at him and smiled.

Lancelot: Hi, are you okay?

Y/N: I just got a little scared.

I expected him to say that he was sorry for scaring me off but he didn't.

Lancelot: Don't be scared, I'm here to protect you Y/N.

I weirdly blushed at this and turned away. I could protect myself just fine...

Lancelot: I want to protect you.

My face blew up as I felt his chest against my back and his voice whispering in my left ear. I turned around and he took my right hand to kiss it in front of me. He placed mine on his left cheek after and I rubbed it slowly. I saw his right arm make its way around my waist and his other hand was behind my shoulder. For my hands, my left one was on his shoulder and the other was still on his cheek. Slowly, he made some steps further and he put me against the tree, his body really close to mine. I wanted to keep the visual but everything, every contact make me felt lost and anxious in some way. It was at this moment that he made his hands move slowly on my back and that I felt those shivers.

Y/N: Sh-Shadow.

His face got closer to mine and I could feel our noses touch. He then had his body hugged to mine and I felt weird. Happily weird.

Y/N: Lancelot... May I take off your armour?

Lancelot: I can't take off everything now but sure, if you need to feel me more.

I blushed dark.

Y/N: It isn't what I meant to say.

Lancelot: That's still what you're thinking. Now, go on.

I put my hands onto his giant helmet and slowly took it off. My mind worked a lot onto creating what he looked like without it and it was the same for the chest one. My movements were slow and he kept saying some odd things that were making me feel even more warm.

Lancelot: You're still touching me Y/N. You said it wouldn't take long.

Y/N: I'm sorry. Now, it's good.

Without waiting, I hugged him tight. He was really warm and I fully put my neck against his. I snuggled a little inside of his shoulder and I felt his hands move again. They moved so much and I let them go. My tail was shaking and I kept whispering his name even though it sounded different. It was a first-time new feeling I was having and I was tasting it to the fullest. Back against the tree, our legs were intertwined and that made mines tightened to keep a grip on his and my fingers to tangle with his fur. He said my name very lowly and slid his hand to my behind. I liked it so much that I pressed myself to him more and began to do some heavy sounds as he had my back in his hands and applied me some soft pressure against the tree by doing some slow hits with our bodies. The last thing I knew was that I felt a warm impression in my neck and from the angle he had with his head, I understood he was kissing my neck. I woke up as I let out this bad sound thinking he was really there with me. I had experienced those bad emotions before marriage with someone who shouldn't have his attention drawn on me like that... In my dreams. I sat in my bed and got up, understanding I wouldn't get anymore sleep now. I couldn't help but have a heavy sight while touching my neck. All of those impressions still inside and on me, I tried to not think of today, to the sight of him. I had to resist to every thought, every contact... I was going to train and it wasn't for him. I walked out of the room my head full of resolutions. I looked at the peaceful sleeping face of my brother sitting in a chair with an old rag as a blanket on top of him. I smiled and took my cape and clothes that were hung on other chairs. Since they had dried during the night, I put them on me in the bedroom. I went back into the same room as my brother and whispered him a "thank you". After that, cape on my shoulders, I got out of the house.

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