Invisible Reaper Dragon (A Reincarnation Story)

Chapter 30 - Yarn...

Heh, I did it again (-_^)

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That whole even was super scary; I was glad that Redline was able to react to everything so quickly because I didn't want to try imagining what could've happened if she hadn't picked me up and ran. Based on what I did see, those shimmering barriers of light that appeared in the air around me were definitely not a normal thing; I'd just reacted, the wolf-guy didn't seen like he was acting in any way but the Fox-lady was definitely mad just upon seeing me so I'd activated (Hindrance) in the split second before Red had grabbed me...

The next few moments of being carried around and put under intensely fast, sharp turns was extremely nauseating; It made me glad that Redline didn't set me down immediately when the wolf-guy stepped in to stop the fox-lady, otherwise I would definitely have fallen onto my face. I was sure that--even with the quick and sharp motions of what Redline had to use in evasion--the fox-lady would catch her, catch me. 

It was incredibly relieving to see that giant wall of red blocking the two of off from her, and after a few moments of the wolf-guy yelling at the fox-lady, calling her Freya, and keeping us separate Redline set me back down. Just as the walls faded away into a sort of red mist with the wolf-guy still stood in the middle between Red and the fox-lady, Freya, thankfully keeping the angry lady from trying to attack again. I'd turned invisible again by this point and was sneaking glances between the angry fox-lady and Redline to make sure that I hadn't stabbed or cut her with any of my spines. 

Freija roared, "How do you know she's safe with that creature! It doesn't deserve to stay next to her, it does't deserve to stay with her, It--" 

Redline interrupted her angrily, "Foxy Stop--" I didn't stay to hear the rest of it. She was right in saying that I didn't deserve to stay with Redline...all I had done so far is cause trouble for her and risk her life every time she interacted with me...Instead I went upstairs and into Redline's room, I still could hear the yelling happening below but I blocked it our in favor of burying myself into the pillows at the corner of the room and crying. 

I didn't know what had gotten into me: maybe it was all of the stress of what had happened in the cave, the feeling of almost being abandoned to fend for myself in a new environment after feeling like I'd met someone I could try to be friends with; or maybe it was the constant fear that I had encountered after getting to the city: the first being Cinder almost killing me because of a brash, stupid decision to (Spy) on her and see if I could see how strong she was, and then having the whole thing with Pops and his aura crushing against me from all directions like some twisted form of gravity. 

I just broke down; The tears wouldn't stop flowing. No matter how much I covered my ears to block out the sound of arguing coming from downstairs. I could still hear the absolute hatred in the fox-lady's voice playing in my mind over and over. 

"How do you know she's safe with that creature!" Red wasn't safe with me at all, every part of me was dangerous. I was dangerous just by being around other things...

 "...It doesn't deserve to stay next to her," All I had was cause problems for Redline, ever since meeting her I had only taken, or acted out in my own selfishness...I'd never actually done something for her out of just pure generosity, an act of friendship. 

"...it does't deserve to stay with her..."

For the next ten minutes I stayed in the mountain of pillows, trying to block out everything around me. Trying to hide myself from the world; thinking that I didn't deserve to be there, didn't deserve to be alive. All those other people on that plane had died because of me: the pilots, the innocent people just taking a trip around the world, people returning back home after their own trip, my classmates and teacher...