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ᴀʀᴍᴀɴɪꜱ ᴘᴏᴠ:
We ended up at a hotel for the rest of the night. I was just, I don't know, I feel like everything is just going too fast. But, I had my best friend to comfort me. Chris. Me and Chris shared a room, Karter got a single, Matt and Drea got one, and Nick and Z got one.
I was laying down on my bed and turn to look at Chris, who was laying down on his bed. He was scrolling on his phone and I was trying to sleep but i couldn't. Everything felt off. It felt weird. All of this feels way too early and so rushed.
"Chris?" "Yeah?" He replied, turning to look at me. "Does any of this seem rushed to you?" "Uhm, yeah, I guess a lot of it does. Why?" He asked me. He sat up in his bed and looked at me.
"I just wanted to know. It's scary. Running away. I know I needed a break from my parents, but it kinda all feels off. It feels weird because we only told the internet we're taking a break. And our parents might be looking for us right now."
"...You're definitely not ready, are you?" Chris frowns. "...yeah. That." We both sigh. But it's the truth. How could one ever be ready to runaway? "At least, we're doing it... together. With my best friend." Chris smiles.
It gave me such an odd feeling in my stomach when he smiled. It made me feel so happy.. His smile was a reason why i smiled. I loved his smile. It was like, it would light up a dark room.
I get up and walking over to his bed. We both sit on his bed. I hug him. This is the only guy I need in life. We're the bestest best friends. But everytime I say friend, I get a gut wrenching feeling in my stomach. But i don't know why.
It's true. We're just friends. But saying it... it just hurts me. I don't know why."Hey, Mani?" Chris interrupts my train of thoughts. "Hm?" "If it gets... too hard or whatever, you can... tell me about it. We can just, go back if you think it's too much."
I smile at him. "You're the best person i've ever met. I will. I'm so glad we're friends." He nods with a small smile. It seemed off, but he still smiled.
