I was sitting on my bed beside Steve, his arms were wrapped around me.
I love the feeling of being in his arms.
I never thought that I would be in Steve Randle's arms, let alone be his girlfriend and actually like it. It was silent there wasn't any talking but it was peaceful silence not awkward silence, but of course it was broken.
"Kayla, when you kissed Dallas why did you get so into it?" I froze at his answer. I knew the answer but I couldn't tell him, but I couldn't lie to him I had to tell the truth.
"When I kissed him it felt like it did before, I felt the spark just like it used to be. I missed the feeling of his lips against mine." My voice broke and I started crying which is something I never do. I leaned up so I wasn't in his arms anymore. "I let him lead the kiss, I just followed. I pulled away from the kiss because I realized who I'm in love with. Then I came to you because I just wanted to be close to you. I wanted to be in your arms, and now I just feel like your going to leave me."
"Baby girl come here." He said pulling me back to him. I laid back on his chest as he played with my long blonde hair. "I'm glad that you told me the truth Kayla, I'm not gonna leave you. I don't want you to ever think like that no more."
"Okay I won't. I'm sorry though I really am."
"It's okay, you stopped yourself for a reason and I know why and you know why."
"Yeah. I'm glad your mine Steve."
"I'm glad your mine too." He said as he caressed my cheek and gently pressed his lips to mine, kissing me softly. I was about to deepen the kiss when there was a knock at the door.
I pulled away from the kiss but Steve gave me a quick peck on the lips.
"Come in." I said. Then Buck walked through the door and took a seat in the rocking chair, then handed me and Steve a beer which was open.
"What you need to talk about?"
"Well I got bad news about something."
"What is it?"
"I got a phone call yesterday mornin' and the person was a man, he said you think your a hot shot don't you.
I know you killed Micheal and your running free. I will find you but looks like a already did."
"Well who was it?" Steve asked.
"I don't know, I'm just so scared that it's going to be one if his buddies from prison. If it's one of his prison buddies I can't protect myself against them. I don't know how dangerous they are."
"Well listen Kayla. I'll file a police report in the morning. I think you should come with me and we'll do it together."
"After that can you drop me off at the DX? I'm going to get a job there."
"Yeah I can, an you listen here icy you don't go anywhere alone. I don't care what time it is you never go alone.
I don't care if you have to take Dallas Winston with you."
"If I have to take his sorry ass I'll stay and wait until someone else can go."
"Okay, an Steve you protect her.
I've always thought of her as a daughter instead of a niece and nobody is gonna hurt her."
"I'll protect her Sir. You don't got nothing to worry about. I'll do everything I can to protect her. I'll even take a bullet for her."
"Alright, you kids behave. I'll see y'all in the morning." Then he left the room,
I burried my face into Steve's chest and he played with my hair. I love the feeling of being with him, I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend.
"Would you really take a bullet for me?"
"Yes, I would die if it meant saving you."
"No don't talk like that. I don't want you to die."
"I'm not baby girl, I'm always gonna be right here. I love you."
"I love you too."
"I got work in the morning so I'm gonna get some sleep."
"I'm going downstairs for a few minutes to put these beer bottles in the trash and I'll be back."
"Alright." He gave me a quick peck on the lips before I got up. I walked downstairs and threw the bottles away, then my name was called but it wasn't just any name it was the one name only some people call me.
"Hey Icy."
"What Winston."
"You know you love me." He said walking closer. "You know you want me back." He said breathing down my neck. "You know you can't deny how that kiss felt earlier."
"I love Steve, I want nothing to do with you Dallas please leave me alone."
"Oh I can't do that. I want you and I always get what I want."
"I don't want to be with you. I'm happy with Steve."
"Oh Steve I love Steve, he's special isn't he. Who was there when your mom died huh was it Steve?"
"No it was you but that has nothing to do with anything. It is in the past our relationship is in the past. We'll never be together again."
"Well like I said I always get what I want."
"Just be nice and leave me alone."
"I'm never nice, you should know that by now." I pushed him into the wall and stormed off to my room. I know I still love Dallas I always will but I will not be with him, he can't be committed to me. I love Steve and j don't want to loose what I have with him. I walked into the room and Steve was still awake. I went and laid down beside him an he wrapped his arms around me. It was now 2:25am.
"What took so long?"
"Dallas was being Dallas but I handled it don't worry about it."
"He didn't kiss you did he?"
"No."
"Alright goodnight baby girl. I love you sweet dreams."
"Love you too goodnight." Then he pressed his lips against mine and kissed me softly, then he slowly pulled away. I laid my head on his chest and snuggled up to him and I soon drifted off to sleep. I really hope that this gold can stay.
