Kayla's pov
It's only been a day since Dallas and Johnny have been gone. I found a note when Dallas died. I guess I should read that because it says
To:Kayla maybe he was going to give it to me. I opened te note and began to read it.
Dear Kayla, if you so happen to be reading this I'm dead. If I was alive you'd never have this in your hands. It's about my love and my feelings for you. I kept them hidden inside for a very long time. I hope that you never read this, I didn't want you to know how I really felt.
Anyways you probably found this in the inside pocket of my jacket on the top left side, but why there you might wonder it's closet to my heart there. I loved you more than anything probably more than Johnny and I loved that little shit a lot. I would have taken a bullet for you any day. I would have died in place of you if it meant you staying alive. If you only you knew how much I loved you. I was in love with you from the moment I met you. I have so many memories with you but there's one that was always in the back of my mind. It was the night that I met you for the very first time, the night I saved you from those guys who were attacking you, to me taking you to the emergency room because you cut your hand open while breaking in the store.
I remember you telling me that I was your partner in crime. I loved the sound of that. I loved anything as long as it was with you. I want you to know something that most people wouldn't believe but I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you for a while now. I also want you to know that I'm watching over you if I went to heaven. If I didn't I'll still find a way to watch over you. I promise to protect you from harm and danger. I wanted to tell you how I felt about you because I couldn't stand living without you.
I want you to know that you will always have a special place in my heart. I know I had a lot of girlfriends and one night stands. I know I had a one night stand while we were together the second time.
I look back on that now and I realized that it was the stupidest thing I ever did. I wish I could take it all back, because if I hadn't had that one night stand with I think it was Sylvia we would still be together. I wouldn't want to die like I do now because I'd have the Gold in my life. I always had that when you were around I never understood what it meant. I know now, it means anything that makes you happy that's Gold. I am not a happy person, but you Kayla you made me Gold, only when I'm around you I'm Gold. I know we're broken up and never having another chance but I want you to know that I'm in love with you now and forever. Until the day I take my last breath. If you read this I want you to take my ring and wear it, always know that you are my girl. I want you to have my necklace as a symbol that I'm watching over you, and last but not least take my jacket so you'll always be warm and when and if you miss me you'll have that with you.
Love always Dallas T. Winston
Stay Gold.
As I finished reading there were tears in my eyes. I kept telling myself that I didn't love him, but the truth is I was in love with him. I'm glad that I have Steve and I'm in love with Steve too. I have so much history with Dallas. I just can't tell him how I really feel. I know he'll never know how I felt. An he'll never know that I am pregnant with his child. I guess some things are better left unsaid.
Well this is the end. Love you guys so much. I may write a sequel I don't know yet. Anyways.....
STAY GOLD BITCHES, STAY GOLD.
@JessicaRadoe19 was Jessica Shepard
