unexpected

secrets < PART THREE >

** Nia **

Shock. Complete utter shock. I can't believe this. She- she makes herself do this.was she bulimic? Is she gonna die? But why? She had an athletic build, and was skinny. She was in shape and the perfect weight for her height and age.

I walked to the bathroom and locked myself in. I slid down the door and sobbed. How did I not know? I was selfish to not notice the signs. I sobbed some more and began looking back, and noticed it all.

~~ FLASHBACK ~~

it was 5:00pm on a Saturday. It was chilly so I wore a light beige sweater. I saw Feli walking up and smiled.

She insisted on taking me to some fancy Italian restaurant. We walked in gave our reservation and followed the waiter to a table by a window as requested. "may I take your order?" He smiled.

He looked about 20 or 25.

He had jet black hair, and piercing blue eyes.

He kept trying to flirt with Feli and she was annoyed. "no you can stand here and talk to us while we starve to death" she said smiling sarcastically. The waiter looked stunned but regained composure quickly.

"I would like the Chicken Parmesan with Alfredo sauce, and some water, please." He quickly wrote it down and looked at me.

"I will have the same but with a diet coke please" he took our menus and left to the kitchen. We talked about school, boys, and other things. The waiter came back within 15 minutes with our food and drink.

We ate slowly and talked.

She looked worried and was about to say something but the waiter came back with our check. He slid it to Feli lightly touching her shoulder

" get your fucking hand off me you fucking perv!!"

He looked scared but took his hand off and left. By the time we were done it was 6:50 pm. Feli excused herself to the bathroom, and didn't come back for a while. She blamed the fact that 6 other girls were ahead of her and I believed her.

We walked out and kept talking while we headed to the movie theater a block away.

~~ END OF FLASHBACK ~~

I can't believe this! I could've stopped her! While I was freakin flirting with a college student at the bar, while she was slowly killing herself!! I got up and opened the door. Feli was asleep on my half sister Kayla's bed.

I slowly crept to my bed and lifted up the mattress. I saw a shinny object and picked it up. I walked to my trunk and bright out a bandage and shorts. I walked to the bathroom and changed in to my shorts.

I brought the shiny object to my wrist and slit it. I did this multiple times and on my thighs. I quickly undressed and hopped into the slower. I saw all the blood wash down into the drain. I got out and towel dried.

When I was done I bandaged up my arm and changed into my shorts and long sleeved shirt. I walked out right when everyone in Aphrodites cabin filed in. most chatting about drama and celebrities.

I looked at my arm and smiled. Feli wasn't the only one who had secrets.

A/N Hey guys!! We got a couple of weeks till my next STAAR text! So YAAAYYY!!! Anyways I decided to take a break from studying and update!Whooo!! sorry if it's not a good chapter but it's like 3 something am here where I am. enjoy! Have a good day err night err whatever time of day it is where you are... BYE MY SASSY LITTLE CARROTS!!!! :D