By My Side [JENLISA FF]

Part 11

"You're sure you both will be okay for the day?" Lisa asked anxiously while she was holding Jennie's hand.

"We'll be fine," Yaya told her. "We're two big girls and we've got lots of things to talk about. We haven't seen each other for quite a while and Jisoo's coming again later." She giggled: "It seems she's getting a taste for private investigation."

Nadech shook his head and laughed: "I see, I see, Yaya, Tee Rak. Lisa, this was a hint that we'd only be in the way. So, let's go and find out something to help the girl."

"We'll be back as soon as possible," Lisa kissed Jennie on the cheek and squeezed her hand.

"I'll be fine," Jennie gave her a reassuring smile then pushed her slightly towards the door. "Now go." with a last long look she turned.

Yaya turned to the other girl: "she's really got it bad for you."

Jennie blushed and looked to the ground: "We'll see," she said evasive.

The brunette cocked an eyebrow: "What do you mean by that? Just yesterday I stepped into her office and what I saw was far beyond 'we'll see'."

"Alright, alright, we kissed. And she's nice and caring and all, but it's her job Yaya."

"What? You think she's behaving like this, because it's her job? Oh Jennie, obviously you've never seen a girl in love." She grinned. "Well, I have, because I'm married, and the signs are obvious. Just look in her eyes, she's hardly able to keep them off of you. The more important question is, what do you feel for her, because she had it tough, you know, and don't want to see her hurt. She's much too soft for that job," she sighed.

"I ... I don't know," Jennie said, averting her eyes. "I've not really experienced. The ones I knew were, well they're not worth mentioning actually. Lisa, she's so different, sometimes I think she isn't even real."

"she is real, I assure you," Yaya said with a grin. "And I just know that you feel warm all over when you look at her. I mean, just look at her. she's very attractive." Seeing Jennie's face she raised a hand: "No, don't understand me wrong. I love Nadech, but I have eyes. So what does your body tell you, when she's near you, because as an observer I can almost feel the electricity between you both."

Jennie blushed furiously but didn't answer the question. "Could we ... I mean, could we talk about something else."

"You do not have to tell me," the brunette grinned. "Your eyes say everything. And I'm glad. she needs that. And you too. You both are so right for each other and you'll be good for each other. Lisa is the most caring person I've ever met, Jennie. Don't be afraid, she'll never hurt you."

"I know," the other girl replied. "I trust her. I really do, the problem is I don't trust myself. I'm still so confused and I'm scared, all this stuff going on in my life. The murder, my parents, it's just a bit too much at one time. And most of all I'm afraid that I might hurt her because of all this."

"I understand. I just want to make sure that you both won't miss that great opportunity, because you're both to afraid to love or being loved. If you ask me, it has been a long time since I've seen two people more destined for each other."

"I hope you are right," Jennie said. "I really hope you're right." Because I love her and being with her is like heaven, it's almost too good to be true, she added silently. She was sure now, that she loved Lisa, it sounded crazy in her head, she knew her three days and was sure she loved her. But there was nobody she loved or trusted more. The question was, was she the right girl for her. Lisa was such a wonderful woman and she earned someone without all the scars she had on her soul, someone who could love her without fear and doubts. And then another, very scaring thought entered her mind, what would happen if they'd put her in jail for murder. She could never expect Lisa to wait for her. God, how she missed her. she was only gone for ten minutes and she missed her already. She missed her eyes and her hand on hers and the comforting feeling whenever she was around, it was as if nothing could harm her when she was near.