He pressed his body against yours, holding your hands firmly at the sides of your head. He sure had a taste of the mojito as his heavy, minty breath fanned your lips, nose flared, eyes flaming with anger and remorse.
"You here are my wife. You belo...
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Today was the day time ran the slowest. As if wanting you to see that Jungkook deserves her. Her. Who was so pretty and mannered, just the perfect girl for him.
Jungkook was right. She did ask the teacher to let her sit beside Jungkook, and as she gave him the beautiful smile of hers, he blushed hard. Jeon Jungkook, as everyone knows, would have smirked, flirted, or kissed a beautiful girl. But he blushed.
He didn't glance at you once, but your eyes remained on his the whole time while his were situated on hers. You thought that you were broken before, but today, you realized how heartbreaks actually feel like.
They make you want to cry. Your insides, just keep on moving furiously, and your heart just feels as if it's no more.
At lunch you saw him touring her around shyly not asking you even once if you want to tag along nor letting you know that he would have lunch with her when he knows well that you are sitting with him today.
Your brain just couldn't function. Jennie's voice sounded so blur, and you could only think of crying. You barely ate a bite and rushed to the washroom, not telling Jennie a thing as she worriedly waited outside, asking if you were okay.
You made an excuse that the food was spoilt and made you vomit.
You waited for him after school for the daily race but he didn't come. You had this bad feeling that your life is completely going to change in a negative way.
It isn't going to be as good. But if you go in depth, you can change it positively if you forget you ever loved him. And you wish it was this easy.
You drove as fast as you could just to run into your room and cry out loud.
You know he is in love. Love at first sight, they say. You should have known better.
Fairytales are made of the pretty and handsome.
He is the handsome and she is the pretty.
Whereas you?
You don't even know where you stand.
You don't even know if you meant anything to him.
Because it's been a week since you been crying and no, there's no text, no call, and no talks.
It is as if you never existed.
Does love really make you blind?
So blind that you don't even see the people you once were with?
But now he texted you after a week. Does he even remember the plans he had with you on Friday. He probably doesn't. Because Friday is long gone, and he hasn't even apologized. What if the message is an apology? Would you forgive him? Of course you would.
Jungkook: Meet me at the park within 30 minutes.
And you walked out, letting your heart know that even if it's after a week, he still remembers you.
But when you saw him, all the emotions came crawling in. You wanted to cry right there, but you didn't. You didn't because he turned around and you saw an expression on his face that you never ever had.
His face glowed, and his eyes twinkled. The smile he wore was probably the prettiest of his. And knowing the reason made you wanna cry more. But you didn't because you love and isn't it a rule of love to let your loved one go if they are happy?
Are we not allowed to be selfish?
You guess not.
Jungkook came running to you, embracing you in his warm arms. You melted there and let a tear roll down, but he retracted a little too earlier.
In three words. In just three words, he broke your heart.
"I love her."
You knew, but why does it hurt so much. As if the air in your lungs has been vacuumed out.
"I love her, Yn."
"I love her so much."
I love you too, Jungkook.
I love you too.
You walked back home thinking. How funny it is. You had decided that Sunday would be the day you confess. And it turned out to be you listening to how much he loves her.
Nothing can hurt more than this.
You thought he loves her, and he does.
You also thought that he loves you, but he doesn't.
The night you gave yourself to him, you didn't regret it one bit. He was so gentle. You could feel his love for you. The kisses were so passionate. Too sweet to be given to someone you consider a sister. Why did he have to give you hopes when it meant nothing?
After another week of being isolated in your room, you realize that this is hard. Jennie asks about you a lot. She even came to your house, and you asked Jisoo to ask her to leave.
Why are you being like this?
Why are you letting go of things that are meant for you and holding the things that aren't?
And you decided to go study. Because Jungkook doesn't give a fuck. He completely forgot you.
Love does make you blind.
And it hurts you a lot.
God, why me?
'Perhaps it's just easier to smile and pretend everything is fine rather than admit my hearts a little swollen from losing something that wasn't even mine.'
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