He pressed his body against yours, holding your hands firmly at the sides of your head. He sure had a taste of the mojito as his heavy, minty breath fanned your lips, nose flared, eyes flaming with anger and remorse.
"You here are my wife. You belo...
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J u n g k o o k p o v
"You need to settle on one, Jungkook." Jin hyung adviced me.
My mind has been in a war for a long time, and Jin hyung was quick to point it out. He was always there for me, and I let my problems out to him. "I love Irene, hyung. I love her a lot. But Yn doesn't leave my mind. I want her to have a loyal boyfriend, but when she does, I simply hate it." I cried out at him.
"Do you perhaps love her?" Jin hyung probably has to be joking. Ever since kids people always pointed this our and heck I hate it.
"What?! No! I love Irene. I certainly can't have two women in my heart." I exclaimed. I don't love Yn. She is a great woman. Beautiful, hot, smart, and everything a man desires, but I know I don't love her. She is my best friend.
"This shit is fucked up." Hyung swore holding his head. He probably is frustrated because he doesn't usually swear. But then suddenly his face lit up. "I know why." His voice held taht hint of excitement.
"Huh? Why?"
"See, Jungkookie. Yn has been with you for a long time. You both literally have been friends since you both were in diapers." He was being a little too excited.
"So?"
"So... what I mean to say is that you are used to her attention only on you." He jumped as if he solved some great puzzle. "What do you mean?"
"See. Yn never had a boyfriend." I do know that hyung. But I kept mum and just said yes.
"Yeah."
"So you are used to seeing her alone. The only man you have seen near her is yourself. If some new man suddenly gets all her attention, you are, of course, going to be jealous." I have never been this confused in life. Jin hyung seems to be all excited as if he just won a noble prize.
"In conclusion, you are just scared to lose her." I knew it. I was worried for no shit. I am just scared to lose her. My feelings are thankfully not love. Just fear. But still there has to be something to move on. I might be feared and I also am attracted a bit towards her as well. "But what should I do to throw them away?" This is an important question.
"You will get used to it. Just be happy with what makes her happy."
Oh well, That's easy.
Be happy with what makes her happy.
Jin hyung was a great help but I couldn't help but think.
Do I really love Yn?
Everytime I think of love, Irene crosses my mind.
The first time I saw Irene, I knew she was the one for me. Love at first sight was stupid for me until I got tangled in it myself. She was everything i wanted in a women. The way she smiled at the class was so attractive. Gentle, sweet and beautiful. Her voice was very much of the right feminine pitch. She looked like a princess in that sundress, which hugged her waist and flaunted her lean, milky legs. It reminded me of Yn from the day at the business event and I unconsciously looked at her only to notice her turning her head back to the front. Was she looking at me before?
