Nothing without you[Nickloon]

chapter 1 - start of a new feeling

HEY GUYZ THIS TAKES PLACE AFTER II 3 N EVERYONE WENT BACK THE HOTEL EXCEPT THE II 2 CONTESTANTS:3.

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Nickel pov :

What is happening to me!? I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror as I wiped sweat off my face. It wasn't that visible, but I was definitely blushing, I dont understand how Balloon just grabbed my hand. What was so wrong about that? He already grabbed it a million times!? But this just feels different for some reason!

I heard a knock on the door, it was Balloon he was just asking me if everything was alright, I sighed before giving him my answer.

"Yes, the reason I totally went to the bathroom was definitely not to take a massive load of shit."

I obviously lied through my sarcasm, I heard balloon telling me to control my language, as if he hadn't heard me swear countless of times already.
I wiped my face once more before unlocking the bathroom door.

I looked over at Balloon, who was on his bed lying down. For some reason, I could feel my heartbeat grow louder. How was this happening!? Do I need a doctor!? Is this a serious thing!?

"Uh hey Nickel, you've just been standing there, you 'kay?"
Balloon said, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"I-uh just don't mind it."
FUCK.

Balloon looked at me concerned, but THANKFULLY he brushed it off, I could feel my face heat up, but I managed to control myself and sit down on my bed, I didn't feel sleepy but I shut my eyes anyways.

I forced myself to sleep even tho it wasn't working, and I could feel my chest beat every time I thought of Balloon to the point I lost focus.

Balloons pov :

Is Nickel seriously sleeping right after he woke up..? Weird that he just suddenly ran to the washroom after I held his hand, but I shouldn't care too much, he seems cold I can see him shaking a bit, I'll put his blanket on him real quick!

I get up off my bed as I walk over to Nickel he flinched for some reason, I didn't even touch him! Whatever, I'll just put his blanket on him. He's shivering it must be really cold.
I grab his blanket as I help him tuck in it, I can feel him going calm at the moment, he just let out a small smile before hiding his face in the covers, kinda cute if I have to admit it myself, heh.

Oh right I should stop staring at him, I head off outside, for some reason I could feel my face go warm to cold as I left the room, was Nickel making me feel this way or was it hot in our room? Maybe im just overthinking it, I let out a deep breath as I try to leave the hotel. Luckily, everyone is finally on good terms with me, especially Nickel. It took some time, but he finally understood me!

I'm not gonna lie to myself, but I feel like Nickel was kinda just more to me than a friend, a close friend even! I don't know how, but he just makes me feel something. Maybe it's just my thoughts playing with me, but hopefully, it's nothing.

I walk outside as I look at the trees. They look amazing, just like Nick- WAIT WHAT. ok, ok maybe I just uh-I probably just mixed my words, I sat down under the tree for shade as I open my diary which isn't really a diary anymore since I read it on a live stream for money but whatever, I'll just write some poems in the meantime.

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