Nothing without you[Nickloon]

Chapter 22 - alternate universe

Since some of u guys wanted Nickel to kill himself (including me)

!! This isn't proofread because im too tired, so ignore any mistakes !!
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After Nickel grabbed a knife from the kitchen, and heard the overlapping voices echo throughout the room of Balloon and knife fighting,  he headed into his room and slowly locked the door and made his way to the mirror.

He looked in the mirror and slowly turned to see the mirror his gazed lied upon his own face. He felt disgusted by the look. He slashed his knife through the mirror, breaking it, his reflection breaking apart.

As Nickel held the knife in his hand, staring down at it blankly. His expression started to loose up to a stiffened face.
He gripped the knife, looking directly at his reflection through it, his hands clenched as his eyebrows curved down.

His eyes were twitching as a rain of dried tears was spread throughout his face. He didn't know what he wanted or even if he needed to do this, but he couldn't help but feel hopeless.
His lifeless eyes saddened, he didn't know why he was going this far, but heartbreak was the worst feeling for him, he couldn't be saved, it's just not the same anymore.

He slowly grabbed the knife with his other hand as well, grasping both of his hands on the knives end, slowly bringing it further and further up. Tears started awelling his eyes. His colours became even darker, and it was like he wasn't even human anymore.

Suddenly Nickels door handle started to turn up right, it was locked but someone was clearly trying to get in, Nickel stayed quiet as he just looked at the door. They started to knock on the door gently as the person called out.

"Nickel..? It's me, Balloon..!."

Nickels eyes suddenly widened as he stepped near the door to hear him better.

"Uhm.. I-I just need to talk with..you.."

Nickel kept his mouth shut as he gripped the knife even more, stepping closer and closer to the door.

"I..I can hear your footsteps.."

Nickel mumbled an 'I know' inaudible to Balloon.

Nickel looked at the knife one last time before thinking about it. Does he really want this?

'Do I wanna live this life?'
...

'I don't need to.'

"I love you, Balloon."

"Eh..?"

"Sorry for everything."

"Nickel..?"

*THUD*

"Nickel?!"

Balloon immediately panicked he didn't understand anything that was happening or what Nickel did, Balloon kept trying to open the door, but it wouldn't budge, Balloon was terrified and immediately started yelling his name. 

"NICKEL!?"

Balloon spotted Oj coming up the stairs to see what the ruckus was about, Balloon ran to Oj out of breath clearly scared, he was shaking and his breath was heavy, Oj looked concerned but let Balloon speak.

"O-OJ! *Huff* Y-YOU.. HAVE THE KEYS TO EVERY ROOM RIGHT!?"

"Yes, I do. Calm down!"

Oj expressed out through his hands.

"NICKEL-  OH MY- OH MY GOD..- OPEN NICKELS DOOR!"

Balloon looked like he was on the verge of tears, which he was. He covered his mouth, thinking about what could've happened to Nickel, tears slowly running below his cheeks, Oj saw how serious this was and grabbed Balloons hand, and immediately started running towards Nickels room.

Oj started rummaging through his chain of keys to find Nickels room key, Balloon started panicking even harder and started crying even more, he tried to keep it in but couldn't, he couldn't handle Nickel doing something bad.

"I-I got it!"

Oj started roughly putting the key in the lock, quickly turning it to its side and immediately unlocking the door.

Oj froze up.

Nickel was lying against the floor, with his clothes stained blood, a knife in his hand.

Balloon ran into the room and gasped at the sight.
'No.. ' Balloon mumbled to himself over and over again,  his lips started twitch as his eyes immediately gave out and unloaded a wave of tears, Balloons sobs were loud and caught a few peoples attention, Balloon hugged Nickel tight, hoping in someway this could be a big horrible nightmare.

But it wasn't.

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I got lazy. You guys can write what u think happened after I wanna go eep😴🥱🥱(3:05 am rn, I have school in 3 hours)