Nothing without you[Nickloon]

chapter 14 - Just to stay with you.

Yes, I was lazy with the title.
How it feels reading wholesome ass stories knowing I don't make em : 😆😆😆😆😆😆

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Nickels' pov:

*yawn*

I rub open my eyes as my vision blurred, my back was hurting, unable to even fully see I could hear short gasp coming from someone.

I blink a few times before looking around, I see bot asleep still holding my hand, I look up and see fan with his phone out, my eyes widened as I quickly let go of bots hand and glare at fan.

"You better delete that."
I say in a serious tone.

"You guys look so cute together! This would make such a good blog post."

I looked down a bit before blinking a few more times, I was still a bit sleepy, and I might as well sleep in my own room.

"Hey, uh, Nickel?"
Fan spoke out.

"What now?"

"Uhm, I don't wanna make you uncomfortable or anything! It's just that, uh, did something happen between you and balloon? I mean- I don't wanna make assumptions, but  you guys barely see each other."

I stayed quiet as soon as I heard balloons name, I let out a small inner gasp, and my eyes widened a bit before I shaked my head and crossed my arms.

"I don't see how that's your business."

I slowly get up as I try to turn away from him.

"Hey-Nickel cmon! What happened?"

I felt a grab on my wrist. What can this guy not understand!? I don't want to talk about him. He's just gonna need it for his blog or something!

"Just let me go, fan. I have nothing to say."
I say in a softer but serious tone.

Fan looked like he was gonna say something before he just let me go, I looked back down as I reached for the door and quickly left the room.

I trembled on my doorstep as I lay my hand against the door while unlocking it.

I feel like I'm gonna vomit, I feel a warmth that makes me want to rip my skin off. It's getting harder to breathe, I just wanna stop breathing.

I entered my room as I felt someone else walk in, either its a ghost or someone random.

I looked behind and saw tea kettle, why.. why is she here?

...

Wait.

Balloon told her everything, didn't he?

...

Tea kettle just stared at me silently as I shifted my head down to not face her. She probably thinks I'm the worst of the worse right now, even tho I am.

"Nickel, sweetie, please could we just talk?"

I slowly moved away and let tea kettle sit on my bed, I was too tired for this, but I guess small talk wouldn't hurt.
I sat beside tea kettle as my head forcefully looked down on the floor just to not gaze at her.

"Nickel, I just wanted to talk about.. I think you already know.."

I stayed quiet, my body couldn't move, just like that day, when I couldn't run after balloon, to tell him the truth.

"Why Nickel?"

I rested my hand on my elbow, I just had to say something.

"You'd hate me."