Powerless

51.

I didn't believe George. I was gonna keep it in the back of my mind though, but for some reason, I trusted Lando.

But it was time that he trusted me too.

Lando walked out of the hospitality, brushed his hand against mine. "My room" he whispered.

"Uh, no" I said. "I am still mad at you"

He took a step closer, looking around if anyone was nearby.

"Okay, you can be mad at me all you want while you sleep in my bed"

That offer sounded too tempting not to take it.

Went to his room, didn't talk on our way there. I was looking outside the window of his car, while he tapped his steering wheel.

I was mad because he didn't listen to me, didn't trust my capabilities even. Don't know why he was mad though?

He didn't have a reason to be mad, but he looked mad, annoyed.

We both walked inside his room, still in complete silence, but when he closed the door behind us, we both let our guard down.

"What's wrong with you?" We both said at the same time.

"With me?" I chuckled sarcastically. "You didn't even listen to me"

He laughed at that and I absolutely hated it.

"What Lando? I am your strategist, why don't you listen and trust me?"

"Trust you?" He almost yelled. "It's hard to trust you when I see you talking to Martin in the middle of the paddock"

Seriously? That's what this was about? He was mad because I was talking to Martin?

I even skipped his show to go back to Lando's room. I picked him and he doubted me?

"Are you fucking serious?" I raised my voice. "I told him I love you"

He frowned, just for a second before his face dropped. "Y-you what?"

"I love you Lando" I said as I looked straight in his eyes. "I fucking love you"

And there it was, the silence between us again.

He just looked at me and I looked at him.

"Fuck Taura" he said, walking up to me and pushed me with my back against the wall. He pressed his lips against mine, it was the best kiss I've ever had.

You could feel the anger in our kiss, but I could taste the love even more.

We didn't stop kissing, not when he picked me up, not when he threw me on the bed, not when we took our clothes off, not when he pushed himself inside of me.

He groaned when he entered me, he moaned even more when he pushed deeper.
His eyes traveled down my naked body and up to my eyes.

He kissed my lips, my cheek, my neck, my collarbone. Just like he always did.

And with every thrust, every moan that escaped his lips, I fell more in love with him.

Maybe that's why I waited to have sex with him - I knew I would fall even harder.

That's exactly what happened. I gave him my whole body and so did he.

We said nothing after we both finished, just laid down next to each other. Sweating, breathing fast.

He put his arm around me, pulling me against his body.

"Fuck baby, you have me twisted up, so fucking twisted up" he breathed fast.

Weird thing to say after we just had sex but okay.

"You want to unwind? Call it quits?" I asked.

I guess it was a weird thing to say too, but I just didn't know what to say. We just had sex, I just told him I love him.

He didn't say it back.

"I don't think I could quit you if I tried" he chuckled, looking at me. "Even if we fight?" I asked.

He put his hands on my cheeks, looked at me with his beautiful eyes. "Especially when we fight baby"

Because that's how we started, fighting, hating each other.

We would love each other, even if we were fighting.

We cuddled for a while after that - watched a movie but we didn't talk.

Until he broke the silence.

"I love you Taura, I loved you since the day you ordered sushi on our first date"

"I thought it wasn't a date?" I looked up at him with a smirk.

"Oh it definitely was a date" he said before kissing me again.

@F1Gossip: Couldn't have been the only one who saw Taura Knox in Lando's latest instagram story?

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@user1: omg I noticed that too!
@user2: Are they dating?
@user3: we all saw it coming, still heartbreaking
@user4: ew no, she's a homie hopper
@user5: she's worse than Keeley lol
@user6: oh god stay away from Lando