"What's going on between Knox and you?" Zak asked.
"Taura?" I corrected him. Only I could call her Knox. No one else.
He just nodded, waiting for me to answer. Didn't want to answer that to be honest because it was none of his business.
"She's my strategist" I shrugged. "The one you hired"
"And the one you're in love with?" He pointed out, raising his eyebrow.
I shrugged. Didn't want to lie, but Taura didn't want to tell him either.
"You know I'm not particularly fond of relationships in the paddock, especially between drivers and strategists"
"Why not though?" I asked without thinking. "We make each other better, in every way"
And without even realizing, I left Zak speechless.
"Fair enough" he said. "But quit the flirting on the radio"
"Oh Zak" I said as I patted his shoulder. "You know I won't"
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I went back with Taura to my room. She was changing into something more comfortable.
We still didn't have sex, I never saw her naked, and it was getting harder every day I spend with her.
I wanted to make her feel good, make her realize how much I love her.
Never told her that either. Not to her face at least.
I looked at her as she walked out of the bathroom. Only wearing a small top and shorts.
"Don't look at me like that" she chuckled, laying down on the bed.
She was absolutely beautiful. Her body, her pretty face, her lips that I could kiss all day, and those eyes. My favorite eyes in the whole world.
"Like what?" I smirked.
"Like I'm dinner"
I crawled on the bed, on top of her. "Maybe I am hungry" I whispered.
She looked at me, her Bambi eyes staring right in mine and her beautiful smile on her face.
"You're doing it on purpose" I said, letting my fingers travel down on her cheek.
"I have no idea what you're talking about." She giggled a little, knowing exactly what I was talking about.
"You know very well what that smile does to me" I said as I brushed my thumb against her lips.
"Don't think I do" She said, almost whispered. "Why don't you show me?"
She didn't need to tell me twice.
I pressed my lips against hers, at first softly, but soon enough, it became more passionate.
More hungry.
Her legs were wrapped around me, her hands in my hair and her tongue brushed against mine.
Little moans escaped her mouth, quite frankly the best thing I ever heard.
I know she wanted to take things slow, but unfortunately I couldn't anymore.
I let my hand brush down the side of her body, down to her shorts. I put my fingers around the hem, pulling it down, just slightly.
She quickly put her hand on mine, stopping me from pulling it down.
"I am not ready yet" she mumbled on my lips.
"Why not?" I groaned.
I hated that she was pressing her body closer against mine, she could definitely feel how hard I was for her.
And she was making this even more difficult.
"We've only been together for two days" she said, putting her hand on my cheek. "We have to wait"
"We don't have to" I shrugged, putting my face in her neck and kissing it softly. "We definitely don't have to"
Fair enough that we were only back together for two days, but I love her already for months.
Been craving her for months.
"But I want to wait" she said, more serious now.
"Okay" I answered, getting off her and laying down next to her.
"You can still kiss me though" she raised her eyebrow, turning her head to me. "Are you mad now?"
"No, I just have to think about something else for a moment" I chuckled. "About fish or something"
"I am sorry" she mumbled, laying down on my chest.
"You don't have to be sorry for that" I said as I cuddled her. "I am just so attracted to you"
"I am attracted to you too" she said before kissing my chest. "Very much"
And I know she was telling the truth, I believed her but I was just wondering why she wasn't ready for it.
Maybe because she still didn't trust me completely.
