In Love With A Thug

Chapter 21

Tyler POV:

Im driving down the highway thinking about all the shit Ive been through with this girl.

I took her back after she cheated on me. She had my son and now she trying to fuck me over.

I had to cut Janay off a long time ago when she kept cheating on me and I found out she was fucking my homie. She was just using me for my money and shit.

I really love her but she's changed every since I started hustling out on the streets with my niggas.

I was taking care of her and buying her nice ass shit then she got pregnant with my son Tristan when she was 17 and I was 18.

Janay's parents wasn't happy about that they thought I was gone walk away and not take care of my son but I didn't do that.

I do everything I can to make sure my son have what I didn't have.

I want to be good father and make sure I be in his life I didn't have a father growing up. I want tristan to have a better life than I did.

Me and janay broke up when Tristan was about a month old. When my niggas told me that she was cheating on me with some other niggas.

I really thought she was better than that but it took me a long time to find out she was just a hoe. I want to be with her and be there for my child everyday but I can't trust her.

Every since we broke up she's been trying to make it seem like I'm not taking care of Tristan.I give her money and I try to see my son as much as I can but we can't be together as a family. I can't trust her after all the shit I heard.

I pulled up to her apartment I got out of my car and looked around then I went up the stairs and knocked on her door I heard loud ass music in the background.

She finally answered the door.

"Tyler what are you doing here?" She said looking at me up and down.

"We need to talk" I said looking at her.

"About what?" She said with a slight attitude.

"About Tristan and this child support shit" I snapped.

"Look don't come over here with that shit when you were the one who decided to walk out and just leave your baby and baby mama while you're out in the streets doing you.So fuck you I don't want to hear it!" She yelled.

"I didn't just leave you don't forget your ass was the one who was out here being a hoe you and cheated on me. trying to get with my home boys got my niggas out here telling me Tristan ain't mine. What else was I supposed to do?" I yelled putting my hand in her face.

"I never cheated on you and I'm pretty damn sure he's yours. You was the only nigga I was fucking with!" She said breaking down into tears.

I started feeling bad I never wanted to hurt her or believe that shit.but I gotta believe my niggas they wouldn't lie to me.

"I've been with your ass for 3 years I never once thought about cheating on you but when I get pregnant with your baby you wanna listen to your dumb ass friends instead of asking me. Why would I cheat on you Tyler!!" She said yelling at me.

"I can't just can't trust that shit you tried to get with Rah that shit ain't right he like a brother to me and you tried to fuck him!?" I said

"I never tried to fuck Rah I swear Tyler you gone believe their word over mine.I was suppose to be your girl I always kept it real with you!" She said with tears coming down her eyes.

I wanted to believe her but something is telling me that she's lying all I ever wanted to know was the truth.

"Fuck that shit Nay I'm not falling for that shit I can't be with your ass if you trying to fuck around with fam!" I just stood there staring at her.

"Fuck you Tyler! Tristan don't need nothing else from you. don't even have to come see him I can do this by myself!"

She tried to slam the door in my face but I put my foot inside the door so it wouldn't shut.

"I'm sorry Janay I wanna be here for my baby he needs his father in his life but I just can't be with you." I said looking into her eyes.

I heard a small cry coming from the other room it was Tristan. Janay moved from the door and went in the house where Tristan was. I followed her I looked in the crib and seen Tristan screaming and yelling.

Janay picked up him up."What's wrong with mommy's little boy?" She said holding him up in the air.

He still was crying loud. "Let me hold him" I said reaching out my arms to get Tristan.

Janay put Tristan in my arms. "hold his head up right" she said to me.

It's been a while since I held my baby the last time I held him was 2 months ago.

I rocked him back and forth till he stopped crying. "Daddy's boy you gone be just like daddy when you get older."

Janay looked over at me holding Tristan and she had a big smile on her face.

"He's sleeping you can put him back in the crib if you want" she said pointing to his crib.

"No I'm good I'll hold him for a while" I said sitting in the rocking chair.

"Well I'll go into the kitchen and make him a bottle it's almost time for him to eat" she said walking over to the dresser where his bottle was.

"Ok take your time" I said looking at her

She gave me a weak smile. "I'll be right back" she said running in the kitchen.

I watched Tristan as he slept I started to think about giving Nay another chance I just want my family back I don't wanna miss out on his life I just rocked in the chair and started thinking a about the future..

Then I looked at Tristan and said "Ima always look out for you little man no matter what" then I gave him a kiss on the forehead...