In Love With A Thug

Chapter 1

Ashanti :

My name is Ashanti I'm 17 years old I live outside of Atlanta Georgia. I love my family friends and most importantly my boyfriend his name is Chris but..the problem is he's a thug and live a fast lifestyle.

My parents don't like the fact that I'm dating him because he's thug they think he's not the right one for me. But I love him we have so many memories together.

Me and Chris been together on and off since we were in middle school. when I first met him he was perfect he liked playing sports and made good grades.

He's my first love the person that took my virginity he's my best friend and we love each other.

He cheated on me with this bitch named Brittany about 2 years ago.I thought I could have never trusted him again. I never would've thought that he would cheat on me.

I didn't want talk to him anymore I didn't have anything else to say. I was so heartbroken and I felt betrayed.

When I found out he was messing with her he tried to explain to me but I wasn't trying to hear it."Bae im so sorry please forgive me I didn't mean to hurt you I don't ever wanna hurt you again I love you." He said when he got caught.

I just held the phone in tears I finally said."No fuck you Chris I cant believe you did this to me you told me that you loved me I guess not because you going around fucking some other bitch but fuck you and that bitch, I don't wanna talk to you so bye!"

I was so done with his ass. He kept texting and calling my phone trying to apologize.I didn't reply to none of his text messages or answer his calls. I didn't want to hear anything he had to say.

I looked outside he was standing outside my house at my doorstep with Roses and a poster that said. I AM SORRY BAE PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

I ran down the steps to the door I was still pissed off I didn't wanna forgive him that easy. I just wanted to throw that shit in his face and say fuck it.

I went outside I was yelling cussing him out and putting my hands in his face. "I FUCKING TRUSTED YOU AND YOU DO THIS TO ME NO YOU DON'T LOVE ME NIGGA FUCK YOU".

He said."I'm so sorry can we please fix this shit I love and miss you." After he said that I tried to close the door in his face but he stopped it by putting his foot in the door.

I looked at him with tears in my eyes pushing him away hitting him in the face."What is it? what Chris? go back to that bitch!" I said yelling trying to push him away from the door.

He grabbed me by my arm and pulled me into his chest. " I didn't mean to hurt you i'm sorry I never want to hurt you again.please just give me one more chance.I wont fuck up again I love you girl!" he said trying to pull me hugging me.

He apologized begging me not to go I tried to let go but he kept holding me tight in his arms so I couldn't let him go. I just gave up started crying in his chest. He put my chin up wiping my tears he gave me a passionate kiss.

I was trying to let go of him but he held me tight. Finally I gave up he told ho much he love me and care about me and he was so sorry for cheating on me. I ended up forgiving him but it took me some time to trust his ass and getting back together. We worked on things and got close again that's how we got back together <3..

Chris decided to drop out of school last year so he can run the streets and start selling dope with his brother.Chris is really smart he got A's and B's in all his classes and was on the football and basketball team.I don't know why he dropped out of school and just gave up his childhood dream.

Chris wants to run the streets and sell drugs be a thug so he could get money and follow his brother. Andre is such a bad influence on him.My parents found out what Chris was doing they were pissed especially my dad. He always told me and my sister Alicia when I were younger to never fall for a G.

I didn't wanna break up with him over that we have too much and love each other to much we just to cant break up over some stupid shit.

I always fear that Chris will end up in jail or dead living this fast life. I wasn't use to the hood and struggling. I grew up in a good neighborhood I got everything I wanted I was spoiled.Chris on the other hand didn't have much he grow up in the hood. His grandma took care of him and his brother Andre when they were younger.

They have been living with their grandmother mostly all his life.She didn't have that much money after her husband died she had to take care of Chris and Andre on her own and pay bills.

Chris and Andre help her out now dealing drugs on the streets and hustling throughout Atlanta. Chris mom use to be a stripper for a Pimp and Drug pin named Joey. Now she's a crack head. She walked out on them when they where younger. She would leave them and be gone for days. Chris grandmother Viola took them in when his mother got hooked on drugs really bad.

Dre started getting involved with selling drugs and started getting into fights in school he would do anything to make easy money. He been in the the drug game every since he was 14. He started working with with one of the biggest kingpins Luis in The ATL.

Chris was still young he was only 11 when Andre started he was more focused on school and playing sports. When Chris got older he got interested and wanted to get money just like his brother.He started doing work for his brother and the crew he got fast money When he started hustling by making small sells on the streets.

When the money came in Chris started forgetting about school and playing sports he got into a lot of fights and trouble just like his brother he didn't care all he wanted to do was make money the fast way.

He spends all his time in the streets or at the trap house making plans with his brother and homeboys.Even though He takes care of me get me anything I want and I love that he spoils me and all. I don't wanna loose him to the streets.Hopefully he gets a legit job one day but he always tell me he will soon and built a future for us so he can buy me the world.Before all this Chris was good and smart I never would've thought he would turn out like this. He started hustling in the 11th grade that's when all the drama began..