𝐆𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐀'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕
i sat at my desk putting on some makeup and doing my hair, ash was laid in my bed on his phone quickly typing too someone. he has a hard life and a harder time living it. he took a deep sigh of pure anxiety. "what's up?" i turned to him to see him shaking rapidly taking more and more breaths.
"it's fine it's just fez." he said sweetly trying to smile at me. three days ago they got into a massive argument and ash accidentally told him about how shitty his life is, i don't think fez really understood what ash was trying to say because the argument got worse.
"what's he said?" i crawled across my bed sitting close to him. "he wants me home, but he said he doesn't want to talk about... you know." he laid his head on me. "well at least you don't have to have an awkward conversation?" i said rubbing his neck.
"mmm... i'll go home tonight then." he groaned standing up and lifting me with him. "cmon let's be productive today baby... wanna come to pick up poppy (4 year old sister) from school with me?" i asked him smiling.
"okay." he breathed placing his hand on the back of my neck. "ima get changed you too." i said pushing him towards my bathroom. "why are you not at school today anyway mama?" ash asked before going into the bathroom leaning on the door. "i didn't wanna leave you." i yawned.
he nodded shutting the bathroom door behind him, i looked around my closet for some clothes. i got a baggy off-shoulder sweater and some little baggy shorts. ash came out looking me up and down and then smiling.
he kissed my forehead and traced his hand to find mine. "we have to go, we can ask the driver to take us or we can walk." i said smiling at him, he laughed "it must be amazing to be rich." he said smiling back at me. "let's just walk."
i dragged him down stairs and put on my uggs. he put on his shoes and flinched away from my dog, "you can't come..." i said stroking my little dog and talking to her in a baby voice.
i moved my dog into the living room locking her in there, just so she doesn't go on the beds. ash opened the door letting me out in front of him. he was wearing a hoodie and shorts, it was kind of cold for us to both to be in shorts but we were only going out for like half an hour.
once we got to her school there was only 10 minutes before she got out. when we walked in ash turned a lot of the parents head. i looked up at him confused. "i have sold drugs to a lot of people here." he laughed, i hit him and pulled a face at him.
he started pointing out kids moms and dads laughing about it. then poppy came out. "ashtray!" she yelled jumping into his arms. "hey kid." he lifted her up.
"hi to you too poppy." i said rolling my eyes. "say shut up gia." ash said to her keeping her in his arms. "shut up gia!" she copied laughing holding her arms around ashes neck. "hmmm." i groaned and began walking out.
he followed me asking poppy about her day playing with her brunette pig- tails. oh how i love him.
