ashtrays pov ⚠️trigger warning⚠️
i sat there outside in the rain with gabby as she cried uncontrollably about her dick of a boyfriend. i just want her to realise i was here and i love her and would treat her right, prove to her that she is beautiful and no guy in the world is good enough for her. this awful guy cheated on her, is three years older and has tried to pressure her into things multiple times.
"gabby you need to leave him, you deserve so much better, hell no guy in the world is good enough for you.." i admitted as i looked at her wrapped in my jacket. "really..." she wiped her eyes. "yes look at you you're sweet, caring and you're gorgeous!" i said looking into her blue eyes, they suffocated me.
she cupped my face and connected our lips. my hand trailed to her lower back as i stroked her wait. "gabby!" maddie just had to ruin this moment. "coming...!" she said standing up. she handed me my jacket "thank you..." she awkwardly mumbled with a smile.
that was like a dream come true.
i stood up and sat in the car as i called fez. "can we go home now man i'm freezing... i'm in the car by the way." i said as i put the key in climbing to the passenger side. then fez got in the car. "oo you're not upset... this is weird." i rolled my eyes slightly laughing. "what happened?" fez said clutching my hand. hate it when he does this, checking for cuts. "gabby- she kissed me." i smiled. he looked at eyes wide. he knew how much i loved her.
"ash! you're living your fantasy!" fez joked dropping my arm. "no man i'm happy, and you're happy and that's so important to me bruh." he said lightly rubbing my shoulder. "can we go home..." i pleaded with a shiver. "yeah." fez said driving home.
3 days later
gabby is usually always at my house but she hasn't spoke to me since. "ash gabby is here." i just walked in to the living room and sat on the couch. "hi fez..." she nodded her head at me awkwardly. "hello gabby where've ya been kid?" fez asked as my heart fell into my stomach, why didn't she even talk to me?
"i've been at my boyfriends place, he was saying sorry to me and everything." she smiled. "are you fucking kidding me! you're just letting him come back?" i questioned standing up. "well yeah why's that such a problem?" she said rolling her eyes.
"what ever." i said walking towards my room.
gabbys pov
"why do you want me to not be with him?" i said to fez as i pointed at ashes bedroom door. "because he doesn't need to be hurt right now." fez sighed. i rolled my eyes at him. "you know what fez... you're pathetic... i just love him so much and- and i try to forget about him by being with that awful man when ash is there he's ugh!" then i stormed out of the house.
i marched home almost in tears, now i don't have ash anymore. unless i find away to make it up to him. i seriously love him and can't loose him. i don't know what the fuck i thought being with a shitty man would do. i just want to be with ash, i really don't know if he wants to be with me. then i thought back. 'gabby you need to leave him, you deserve so much better, hell no guy in the world is good enough for you.' i feel like he could like me too... 'yes look at you you're sweet, caring and you're gorgeous!' my heart stopped with a sense of love and a sense of sadness. i've completely fucked it up with him. he actually hates me now.
suddenly my legs turned me around i had no control of my body. i had started to walk back to ashes. i opened the door to be met with fez holding ashtrays limp body in his arms. "what- what happened..." i cried.
"he- he's fucking killed him self! all because of you! now move i need to get him to the hospital... before it's to late..." fez sniffled moving past me, i collapsed to the floor trying to carry my body after them. "l- let me come with you my mom... she can drive us!" i screamed with a sob. fez didn't even look back, he just dropped ash in the car and got in the drivers seat. he took a deep exhale and put the key in driving off.
