𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘 𝐒𝐀𝐃 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒🌟💊

𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄

𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀 𝐏𝐎𝐕

i have been friends with ashtray for a long time, i don't really know why we are friends. we are completely opposites. 

i have lots of money, well not me personally but my parents do. although they are very supportive and very loving, they are very busy. i think that's why i'm so close to my grandma and grandpa, they live in my house so i get to spend as much time as i want with them. i am pretty smart i guess but only because my parents and siblings are i think. i have 3 siblings two older brothers and an older sister, out of everyone i think i'm closest to my sister. she was like me but i think i'm a lot more thoughtful than her, and a lot nicer. i have blue eyes, it's strange because other than that i have really dark feathers. like my hair it's practically black. 

but ashtray... he is a lot too take. he used to hate me, i don't really know why he started too like me. even tho we are close he is still a cunt, all of the time, like the other week fez had to come and stop our arguing like he was our mom. other than that he is okay, but you can really tell us is fucked up in the head. he never messages me first, that's why i was confused when i got home from dance to see loads of messages and calls off of him.

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤: where are you 

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤: isabella

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤: please answer 

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤: i really need you

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤: i am serious 

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤: just fucking answer me 

𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚🍸: ashtray what's wrong 

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𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤: where are you                                                                                 𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚🍸: i was at dance 

i had two hours of dance, i always leave my phone at home and don't go on it till i'm in bed. my hair was soaking wet and i was in my pyjamas. 

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤: come over 

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤: i'm serious

𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚🍸: idk if i can 

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤:  please 

𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚🍸: i'll ask

i got up and practically ran down the stairs, "moma can i go to ashtrays, i know it's late but i'm worried about him." i said in a breath, there had to be something up with him. "no issy, it's 9:30 at night and i want to get in to bed without worrying about what you are doing." i sighed putting my head on my hands. i looked over at my grandma for assistance flopping myself onto the chair. she nodded turned too my mom. 

"i know she's your daughter but if she is worried about him i think- it will be nice if she can see him because if she was the one upset you would want to have him to help her." my grandma pleaded for me. "fine, just because i can't be bothered to argue with you- but i swear too god isabella if you call me at one in the morning asking to sleep over..." i smiled and went too message ashtray.

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤: okay

𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚🍸: i can but i don't know how i will get home 

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤: stay the night then

𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲🖤:  i will sleep on the couch 

"mom... what if i asked you now to stay the night?" i looked at her tilting my head to the side. "fine." she said rolling her eyes and turning around to finish what she was doing.

𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚🍸: On my way! 

𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚🍸:autocorrect 

once i got to his house i heard lots of yelling, i just opened the door to see ash on the couch head in hands and fez yelling at him. "uh- ashtray?" ashes head turned up and fez  turned around. "there go with her maybe you will actually talk... hey issy." ash pushed past fez and grabbed my hand dragged me into his room.

"what's up?" i looked at him as he paced around his room. "i love you- i just needed to tell you issy before i end up doing something to myself..." he looked at me with teary eyes and he was taking strong breaths. "i-i..." i couldn't get my words out i just felt so confused it was all happening so fast and i couldn't grasp why he was being yelled at.

"ashtray what would you do to yourself?" i tried to change the focus to him. "i- please help me..." he hugged me, i had no clue if i was just in some sort of fever dream or something but this was so out of character for him. 

"help with what..." i was panting as i lightly pushed him off me but so he was still holding me. he looked me in the eyes, his once dull brown eyes were glowing and glossy. i examined his features, his cheeks were pink and his lips were irresistible. i have never looked at him like this before, it's weird, but on some level it feels right. his arms were folded around my hips and he was holding me up against him, i didn't know what to think or what to feel.

𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕

i would seriously do anything for her to reciprocate the feelings i have. for her to see the beauty i see in her. she could really save me, save me from this dark place that follows me. she's like medicine she could fix all of my problems with her touch.

her personality is what locked me in, she doesn't let people boss her around yet she is still the sweetest girl ever. her light eyes were looking into mine and her perfectly messed up hair was covering her face. i reached my hand up putting it behind her ear to be able to see her face. 

𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀 𝐏𝐎𝐕

we were just looking at each other, he looked me up and down and took a deep breath. if he wasn't going to to it i was. i leaned in connecting our lips he traced his hand to be holding me closer than he was previously and pulled me on to the bed.

i was sat on top of him as he deepened our kiss. i pulled away looking at him again. we were taking heavy breaths shocked by what just happened. he rested forward resting on my chest as i reached around hugging him closer to me. my arms were rested on his neck.

"are you okay?" my tone was lighter than usual. "i don't know anymore..." he breathed.