𝐕𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀𝐍𝐀'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕
it was about 10:30 and me and ash were eating food on his bed, "baby can i try some?" i asked him, he always tells me to just order what he's getting because i always want some of his. "fuck off." he rolled his eyes and shook his head.
"you're fat as fuck." i mumbled drinking some of my drink. "what did you just say?" he looked at me, i shrugged laughing. "you- you're being a cunt." he laughed back eating some of his food and giving me some.
"you are different than i thought." i said to him, we have been together for almost a year but i have known who he is for a while. "what do you mean ma?" he questioned dragging himself to rest his head on the headboard.
"i thought you were a dick, at every party you would look at me but like just follow fez and you always ignore me when i would try make conversation." i said noticing his quick change in mood. "well i was really sad around that time and i just didn't really feel like putting effort into anything, i always thought you were beautiful tho." he smiled, it's sad when he talks like this. i already knew he had lots of mental problems but it's still hard to understand.
"sorry for making you think about that." i said crawling over and sitting on top of him, i put my arm around his neck laying on top of him. "it's okay, i'm not like that no more all because of you." he rested a hand on my lower back.
"i thought you were different too." he smirked rubbing along my back. "how's that?" i asked sitting back up on top of him.
"i thought that you would be like- not understanding but you are, you're also like funny and you don't really care about how you act around me... i thought you would be kinda uptight." i looked at him and shrugged, "you're cute." i smiled kissing his forehead.
"alright that's enough." he flipped me off of him laughing.
