"You don't know how many people were asking for a lap dance" he thought to himself, "Damn... now that I think about it, everyone seemed either really depressed or really creepy! No drugs either..."
♡
I awoke to the sound of my phone ringing, signalling a call from somebody. I groaned as I half-asleep picked up the phone from my bedside table and answered the call without bothering to check the number.
I spoke first, "Hello?" In a slurred and sleepy voice.
"Y/n?" I heard a familiar deep voice. It was Llyris, I forgot I hadn't broken up with him yet... fucking hell.
"Llyris?" I sat up in my bed as rage and disbelief were burning a pit inside my stomach. "What do you want?" Irritation was undoubtedly noticeable in my voice.
"Y/n are you alright? I just called to check in on you, you haven't messaged me recently... you sound angry, what's wrong?"
The fake sincerity and manipulation on the other end of the phone made me sick to my stomach. If I hadn't known, I'd be believing all his shitty lies.
"What's wrong..? YOU. YOU ARE WHAT'S WRONG." I shouted down the phone at him, puking up the rage that was before buried inside me.
Llyris went silent. Not a word came from the other line.
"I'm fucking breaking up with you. I know you cheated on me, I know she's prettier and all but you could have at least told me you wanted to break up before making a move on her."
"Y/n I'm sorry.. I should've thought about it properly."
"No. You're not fucking sorry."
"I love you"
"Stop with the lies! If you really loved me you wouldn't have kissed her, especially only a few minutes after I left. You make me sick, I hate you."
And that's where I hung up.
After taking a deep breath, I looked at the time. Two hours until work...
I got out from under my duvet and sat on the edge of my bed, lost in thought as my feet dangled below me. But the thoughts I was lost in only consisted of one thing - Alastor.
I was drunk when we hooked up... I can't remember any of it. I want to know what it's like... fucking a demon. Not just any demon... I want to know what it's like with Alastor, Sober. Now that I think about it, I always faked it with Llyris... damn he really needs to study how to pleasure women. Hope he's better with his new girlfriend.
I sighed and got up, staring at the shrine. Why is it that my shitty shrine worked? Alastor mentioned it's rare to open the portal even if done correctly.
I'm going to try summon him tonight... even if I do, he most likely won't do it again with me. It's worth a try though.
♡
I'm glad Llyris chose to leave me alone. He hasn't called or texted me all day.. it seems as though he hasn't been online either. Whatever.
I blocked his contact finally as I entered my house and put my bag in the hallway, forgetting to block him earlier.
I went to the kitchen to have a drink and took it upstairs with me, calming down my nerves as I prepared to meet Alastor again. I wonder if he's kinky? He is a demon.. he looks like he's be. You never know, he could be a softie...? Nah what am I thinking he's definitely into BDSM.
I lit the candles and took deep breathes as I waited, pacing back and forth across my room until the familiar red smoke appeared and disappeared in front of my very eyes.
"Y/n!" He turned around. "Pleasure to meet you again."
I stared at him in shock and looked down, blood dripped from his jacket and stained my lightly coloured carpet. "I- Alastor? Are you okay..? Are you bleeding?" I asked worriedly.
"No, no! I'm fine.. in fact I'm more than fine! I am great! This isn't my blood, darling" He bent down with his yellow grin inches from my face. "Would you like to see my blood? Would you like to make me bleed?" His voice dropped into a tone laced with seduction before he returned upright, pleased to see my face in a blushing mess.
"I do apologise for the carpet stains."
"Oh.. no.. I- It's fine.."
"So, why'd you summon me?"
"Well.. I"
He patiently waited for me to get my act together and speak.
"I want to know what it's like..." I looked deep into his blood red eyes. "With you.. sober this time"
His eyes widened slightly. "Sex?"
I nodded, "Though I understand if you don't want to, I just can't remember what it was like when I was drunk that one night."
"When I'm done with you..." He bent down once again to meet my face. "You won't need to remember." His smile widened and we stared at each other for a second.
"Only if you want, Y/n. Though I'm a demon I don't want to pressure you into doing anything. What do you say? Are you sure?"
"I'm sure." My voice sounded certain. "But.. before that can I just wash your clothes? I think my carpet is stained enough now.
He took his jacket off and handed it to me, who underestimated how heavy it would be. It wasn't unbearable but it was weighted.
I walked out and filled the bath with warm water, adding a bit of cleaning soap in as well. I reached into his jacket pockets and pulled out two small bones before throwing them into the bin and submerging the jacket in the water.
I walked back to my room. Alastor was sitting on my bed and turned his head when I walked in. I then noticed that he held a pair on handcuffs in his right hand.
"Y/n?"
"Yes?"
"How do you like your sex" He asked.
"Uh- well I'm not sure" My face heated up from embarrassment and he went on.
"Any kinks?"
"I don't know..."
"I thought you had a boyfriend?" He asked, ears perking up.
"Well yes, he never made me orgasm though. It was so vanilla, so boring. I want to explore new things.. with you."
"I must say you seemed pretty kinky when you were drunk." He stood up and walked over to me, handcuffs jingling on his finger.
"Begging to be choked... tied up and spanked."
"Uh.. I"
He pressed his finger to my lips to hush me, then slipped the finger down to my neck and leaning in to suck.
His teeth felt sharp on my collarbone but at the same time I was experiencing a new feeling, a good feeling.
I brought my hand up to behind his head as he stopped and leaned up to my face.
"I'll go as hard or as soft as you want... tonight will be about you."
My heart thudded in my ribcage, so unused to this.
"If you say to stop, I'll stop. If you want it harder, I'll go harder."
My face flushed pink and I nodded in acknowledgment, then he leaned back in to my collarbone.
That night was possibly the best night of my life. Alastor had so many more things to offer, including aftercare. It was at my own pace... he's a serial murderer and cannibal but he makes me feel so.. safe.
