Be The Light PT 11

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TW! Homophobia, agression, and abuse

3rd person POV (Seonghwa):

After watching the movie, Hongjoong and Seonghwa decided to have a long chat and indulge in some drinks. Seonghwa was on cloud nine, while Hongjoong was slightly less intoxicated. Unfortunately, their drunken state led to some regrettable actions, and that's the situation we find ourselves in currently.

Seonghwa woke up feeling a chill run down his back, realizing he was cold because he didn't have any clothes on. He winced as pain shot through his lower back and bottom, muttering "What the heck" to himself. Turning around, Seonghwa saw a still sleeping Hongjoong naked beside him, memories from the night before flashing in his mind. Quickly getting dressed, Seonghwa hurried off to Yunho's dorm.

Knocking hurriedly on Yunho's dorm, Yunho greeted Seonghwa with a tired yawn. Seonghwa, with tears streaming down his face, rushed into the dorm. Concerned by Seonghwa's panic, Yunho quickly went to his side, helping him catch his breath and calm down. "I'm sorry, something happened between me and Hongjoong, and I don't know why I came to you first," Seonghwa apologized after calming down. In a gentle voice, Yunho asked, "What happened?" Seonghwa, on the verge of tears again, confessed, "I... I think we had sex last night." Embracing Seonghwa, Yunho realized, "Oh, hyung, both of you were drunk, weren't you?" Seonghwa sobbed even harder, saying, "Yeah, my head is killing me." Determined to help, Yunho reassured him, "Stay here, I'll get you some medicine." He got up and went to fetch the medicine.

Here, Yunho handed Seonghwa the medicine and soup that Mingi had just made. "Oh hey Mingi," Seonghwa greeted, eating the soup and taking the medicine. "My butt hurts, Yunho," Seonghwa cried, burying his face in his arms. Yunho chuckled and comforted Seonghwa by hugging him. "Listen, hyung, it's normal because-" Yunho began to explain. "No, be quiet! I already know how it works, so just be quiet," Seonghwa interrupted Yunho. "Hey Seonghwa hyung, I think you and Hongjoong decided to stay in the same dorm. He's at the door right now, so if you're not comfortable, maybe you should go to Yunho's room," Mingi suggested. Without hesitation, Seonghwa limped to Yunho's room.

Seonghwa moved closer to Yunho and asked, "Do you think he's searching for me?" Yunho thought for a moment and replied, "Hmm, I believe he just needs someone to talk to, like you. It's a new experience for him too. You know, he grew up in a household that didn't accept homosexuality." Seonghwa nodded in understanding and worriedly asked, "Will he be angry with me for panicking?" Seonghwa was afraid of losing his best friend. Yunho reassured him, "If he gets mad at you, I'll be mad at him. You don't have to worry." Seonghwa glanced at Yunho's new plushie and commented, "That's the most adorable thing ever, Yunho." Seonghwa's emotions overwhelmed him, and he started crying again. Yunho tried to lighten the mood and playfully asked, "Are you having your male period, hyung?" Both of them burst into laughter.

Out of nowhere, there was a loud knock on the door, causing Seonghwa to jump in surprise.

'He's gone Seonghwa hyung, i had to let you know he will be staying with Maddox' Mingi said before leaving the door.

'I hope he's okay' Seonghwa said.

'I hope he's okay' Seonghwa said

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3rd person POV (Hongjoong):

When Hongjoong jolted awake from the sound of a door slamming, his peaceful slumber was abruptly interrupted by a sharp pain in his legs. As he glanced around the unfamiliar room, a wave of panic washed over him, and he exclaimed, "This is not my room!" Hastily grabbing his clothes, he hurriedly made his way to the bathroom, muttering, "Oh my goodness, oh my goodness, oh my goodness." Memories flooded his mind, causing him to spiral into a state of distress. "I'm going to hell, I'm disgusting," Hongjoong whispered, feeling overwhelmed by the weight of his past actions.

But one specific one stayed.

Kim Hongjoong, come down here immediately!" His father shouted, causing the 14-year-old boy to descend the stairs. "Who is this?" His father demanded, pointing at the boy sitting at the table. The boy's name was Wonbin, and he had given Hongjoong a Valentine's gift that he really liked. "That's Wonbin, Dad," Hongjoong replied innocently, not seeing anything wrong. "No, he's a terrible person," Hongjoong's father said, slapping him across the face. "I heard you were hanging out with him. What did I tell you about spending time with terrible people?" Hongjoong remained silent, too scared to respond. "Answer me, damn it!" Hongjoong's father screamed, slapping him once again. "Stay away from them, or I'll hurt you," Hongjoong cried and stuttered. "That's right, go to your room. I'll handle this terrible person alone," Hongjoong's father said, pushing him and causing him to fall to the floor, hitting his head on the way down.
His father hated 'terrible people', though Hongjoong didn't know that the 'terrible people' were the ones who wanted to love and be loved by the same sex.

The next thing Hongjoong remembered was him laying in the hospital and getting sent to a camp.

Hongjoong gathered himself and hurried to Mingi's dorm, the only place he could think of at that moment. As he knocked on the door, he overheard Mingi mentioning his presence to someone, but Hongjoong was too preoccupied with calming himself down to pay attention. "Hyung, are you okay? Come in," Mingi said, ushering Hongjoong inside. "He's haunting me, Mingi. He's haunting me," Hongjoong cried in Mingi's embrace. Mingi knew exactly who he was referring to - Hongjoong's father. "Hey, shh, it's okay. Follow my breathing, Joong. It's okay," Mingi comforted him. "Can you call him, please call him?" Hongjoong pleaded. "Who? Bumjoong or Maddox?" Mingi inquired. "Maddox. I want to stay with him. I can't face Seonghwa, not now, please," Hongjoong begged, waiting for Mingi to contact Maddox. "He'll be here to pick you up in a few minutes," Mingi assured him. "Tell Seonghwa that I'm staying with Maddox if you see him," Hongjoong requested as there was a knock on the door. "Thanks, Mingi. Don't worry about me," Hongjoong said, giving him a reassuring smile before walking out the door.

'Thanks Maddox, let's get out of here please.' Hongjoong said walking away from the dorms.

' Hongjoong said walking away from the dorms

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Wordcount 1057


AUTHOR'S NOTE:

I bring all the dramamamama i bring dramamamama.

What's a gay person without trauma, not Kim Hongjoong.

Hope you liked this chapter!!

- Love Finn

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