Be The Light PT 13

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TW: this ones for the ones going through tough time HEARTBREAK, $h

3rd person POV (Seonghwa):

Seonghwa hurriedly made his way to Maddox's house, knocking on the door with urgency. "Seonghwa, what's going on?" Maddox asked, clearly confused. "Is everything alright?" Seonghwa replied, now breathing heavily. "Yeah, he's fine. He's upstairs. Do you want some tea?" Maddox offered, but Seonghwa didn't respond. Instead, he rushed inside and ran upstairs. "Hongjoong, oh my god, you scared me," Seonghwa said, tears streaming down his face. "Why are you here?" Hongjoong questioned. "Jongho told me what happened," Seonghwa explained. "No, go away, Seonghwa. Just go away," Hongjoong said, his face devoid of any readable expression. "What? No, you're my best friend. I won't leave," Seonghwa insisted. "I'm not your friend. Go away," Hongjoong coldly replied. "Hongjoong-" Seonghwa began, but before he could say anything else, Hongjoong exploded. "GO AWAY, SEONGHWA! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU! JUST GO AWAY!" Hongjoong screamed, his face filled with anger. Seonghwa, shocked by his outburst, simply turned around. "Don't come crying to me when you need me," Seonghwa said through his sobs before leaving the room, running out the door, and heading back to Yeosang's dorm.

Seonghwa felt both Yeosang and Jongho looking at him but he didn't care i went into Yeosang's room and just cried. 

Seonghwa cried for hours and hours. 

It was for the better, everything he's doing righ now is for the better.

And the first cut was placed.

And the first cut was placed

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3rd person POV (Yeosang):

As Yeosang entered his room to check on Seonghwa, he noticed some bloody tissues on the floor. Hearing muffled sobs from the corner, Yeosang called out, 'Hyung?' He then spotted a bloody razor nearby. Yeosang felt a pang of pain as Seonghwa's cries grew louder. 'Hey, shh, it's okay, I'm here,' Yeosang reassured as he sat beside Seonghwa and embraced him. They stayed like that for a while, with Yeosang comforting Seonghwa in his arms.

Seonghwa cried, "He hates me." Yeosang held Seonghwa tightly and reassured him, "No, Hwa, he doesn't hate you. He hates himself, which is why he can't love you." Jongho, who was also concerned, entered the room and noticed the bloody tissues and knife on the floor, making him even more worried. "Is he okay?" Jongho asked Yeosang, who shook his head slightly. Jongho left to fetch something, while Yeosang stayed by Seonghwa's side. When Jongho returned with a first aid kit, he asked, "Hyung, can I touch you?" Seonghwa nodded, and Jongho began to tend to his bloody cuts.

Jongho and Yeosang decided to stay with Seonghwa until he fell asleep. They planned to call the principal in the morning and inform him that Seonghwa was sick. As they got up, Yeosang signaled to Jongho, saying, "Let's go, Jongho." Before leaving the room, they both took one last look at Seonghwa and closed the door. Yeosang then told Jongho, "I'm going to get an 'emotional support' package with Wooyoung for Hwa. If anything goes wrong, call me." Jongho simply nodded in response. Yeosang headed off to Wooyoung's dorm, even though it was 3am in the morning.

Wooyoung greeted Yeosang with a smile, "Hey there, my brother from another mother!" Yeosang rolled his eyes, "Stop it, let's just go." As they entered the convenience store, Wooyoung whispered, "Look, it's Hongjoong hyung." Yeosang quickly pulled Wooyoung down an aisle, "Oh no, we need to hide." Wooyoung grabbed Seonghwa's favorite snacks and put them in the cart. Yeosang mentioned, "Woo, he did it again." Wooyoung refused to believe it, "No way, he was doing so well. Please tell me you're joking." Yeosang shook his head while grabbing some drinks. Wooyoung suddenly shouted, "And you left him alone after that stupid squirrel broke his heart!" Yeosang hushed him, "Jongho's with him, and keep it down. The squirrel is here." They both watched as Hongjoong rushed out of the store, "He definitely heard you," Yeosang said, motioning towards Hongjoong running outside.

"Jongho we're back," Yeosang announced as he entered the dorm. "Uh, is he doing a ritual? What the hell is that?" Wooyoung inquired, observing Jongho sitting in a circle made of salt. "I'm practicing a ritual I learned this week," Jongho replied with his eyes closed. "Right... I'm gonna put these in the fridge," Wooyoung stated as he walked towards the kitchen. "You didn't learn any rituals in class though," Yeosang pointed out. "Shush, I'm trying to connect to someone," Jongho retorted. "Jeez, okay," Yeosang sighed, walking over to the couch and taking a seat. Just as Wooyoung returned and was about to sit down, Yeosang's bedroom door swung open. "Hey hyung," they greeted Seonghwa in unison. "I smelt food," Seonghwa remarked. "Yup, in the kitchen. I made kimchi stew for you," Jongho informed him. "Thanks, jjong," Seonghwa expressed his gratitude as he headed to the kitchen to grab some food. Yeosang and Wooyoung watched in amazement. "Woah, he can cook," Wooyoung commented. "Yes, he's a great cook," Yeosang agreed. "That's hot," Wooyoung teased, wiggling his eyebrows. "Shut up, you annoying tiny creature," Yeosang snapped back, clearly annoyed.

Seonghwa cursed loudly from the kitchen. "You alright?" Yeosang inquired. "Yeah, just singed my hand," Seonghwa replied. "Oh, it's already better," Seonghwa exclaimed in surprise. "Yep, I cast a spell," Jongho mentioned, still in a semi-meditative state within the salt circle. "Wow, this tastes amazing, Jongho," Seonghwa complimented as he sat down to eat. Yeosang shot Wooyoung a told you so look.

Wooyoung sighed, hoping that San would improve his cooking skills. He teased that if San tried to cook, the dorm would probably catch on fire. "You're lucky, Yeo," Wooyoung said with a fake sad face. Yeosang playfully kicked Wooyoung and told him to go home. Wooyoung got the message and said goodbye in a playful manner, saying, "Okay, I'm leaving now. Bye-bye!"

'He's a weird kid, but we love him so much.' Seonghwa said watching the door.

'I hope one day he'll love someone too.' Seonghwa said with a sad expression on his face before walking off and going back into Yeosang's room.

' Seonghwa said with a sad expression on his face before walking off and going back into Yeosang's room

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Wordcount 1022


AUTHOR'S NOTE:

If you as a reader struggle with $h just know you're not alone, and you'll never be.

- Love Finn

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