Starve

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I want to hide my body
Hide it from everything and everyone
Hide it until i starved enough to finally like myself

Because maybe then I wouldnt have to hate it anymore
Maybe then I wouldnt have to suffer anymore
If i could just hide
and stop myself from constantly judging my body, maybe then i could just live freely, eat freely

Without the endless guilt filling up my mind everytime the thought of eating comes up

It feels like flames, the guilt

Sometimes i wish they were real flames
And that they could burn me down
Burn every part of my body that i dont like
Maybe then i'd feel at peace

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