Love Enemy

Chapter 35 : Yang Babe

Chapter 35: Yang Babe
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{For Better Reading Kindly Play:  Trail of Tears by Wheesung. Just repeat it until you finish the POV of Alexander.Thank you!}

Alexander's Point of View

Napahawak ako sa ulo ko nang makabangon sa higaan. I was dazzled by the sunlight streaming through my window.

These past nights are pretty not easy to me. I'm pretty down in the dumps because i hurt her so much. Too Much.

This time we were deeply wounded. Every sentence, every word i said, stabbed her heart, and broke it into pieces. Seeing the fragments of her broken heart is unbearable. I said things I shouldn't have, do things I shouldn't do but i had to. I need to accept the wrongs I have done and accept the true that were through

"Sir, Breakfast is ready" tawag ng butler ko

Kinuha ko yung cellphone ko sa ilalim ng unan ko. Ang dami kong missed calls and unreplied messages na nang galing sa kanya. Hindi niya pa rin ako tinitigilan. I wanted to read it but I realize na baka umurong ako sa gagawin ko. I hit the delete all button and erase all of it without even reading them one by one. Tumayo ako at pumasok sa Cr para mag toothbrush at mag hilamos. Pagkatapos ay pumunta ako sa dining room para kumain na ng breakfast.

"Good morning hyung" bati ni Aaron

"There's no good in the morning" sagot ko at kumain

Tahimik lang kaming kumakain at tanging tunog lang ng hangin ng aircon at tunog ng kubyertos ang naririnig.

"Awkward" sambit ni Aaron

"May dumaan na demonyo" sambit ko

Tahimik lang kaming kumakain. Yung katahimikang yun binasag ni Gio

"Xander" I stare at him lazily "Zanne called me this morning and she told me that she was calling you all night but you're not answering her calls. She also texted you but you're not replying. Xander, is there a problem in your relationship," Gio asked. Tumayo ako at umalis sa dining room. Nakaka bad trip naman siya. Umakyat ulit ako sa kwarto ko at umupo sa sofa.

I lay my head, stare at the ceiling and wait for a lizard to fall from there. Sana nga may mahulog na butiki.

My phone rung but i just ignore it. I know that's her.

Zanne. I muttered

Pumasok ako sa walk-in closet ko kung saan lahat ng damit at sapatos ko ay naroroon.

I open my closet at nakita ang first couple t-shirt namin. Kinuha ko yun at tinignan ng sandali. I remember we bought this when were in the carnival last year. After staring it, i put the t-shirt in a box.

Binuksan ko yung cabinet ko, nandito lahat ang mga niregalo niya. Letters, cards, stuff toys, shirts even shoes na isinusuot ko kapag monthsary lang namin. I remember she bought me a blue sketchers nung nagkaroon kami ng game sa basketball. I wanted to keep it's value intact to show her my appreciation. I might as well give these all back to her, as much i wanted to keep them but I couldn't. These things would only reminds me of our relationship. Reminds me of our memories. Reminds me of everything. Reminds me of her.

While putting all the stuffs in the box I saw a pile of pictures and album.

I saw the picture we took at our first monthsary. She was pretty kahit hindi niya daw napaghandaan. Umiyak nga siya kasi hindi daw siya nakapaghanda sa first monthsary namin hindi niya daw kasi nagaya yung suot ni Kathryn na gown i told her "You don't need to be beautiful like Marian Rivera, Kathryn Bernardo even Liza Soberano because you'll always be the beautiful girl in the world for me" ang lapad ng ngiti niya nun. Her smile. Her smile i will miss the most.