angel's journey to formula 1 is almost completed, but it has been anything but easy. being the only girl in formula 2 is hard, especially when she is facing many personal challenges.
what is going to happen when she finds herself gravitating towards...
"w-what's going on? she wasn't like this before?" he says, looking up at ollie.
"maybe she was drugged?" ollie suggests. i could barely listen in to their conversation, my head was spinning.
"she needs to get home, i-im gonna carry her." kimi says, picking me up. i forget how strong kimi is.
i could tell he was walking, but i couldn't stay awake. i was too tired to keep my eyes open.
the next day....
i open my eyes too see myself lying in my bed, kimi asleep beside me. i try to sit up, but then the pain in my stomach comes back. i groan but sit up anyway.
i look around my room, as the door opens. a tall, brunette boy walks in, smiling once he sees i was awake.
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"are you sure you should be sitting up?" ollie says, sitting down on a seat.
"yeah, it's uhm not that bad." i reply, which was a complete lie. my ankle was throbbing, and my stomach and head.
"are you sure? it was... horrible last night." he says, and honestly i don't want to think about it.
"do you know where florence is?" i ask, regretting everything that i said to her last night.
"she said she told you. she's gone back home angel." ollie says.
"no no no.w-where's my phone?" i say.
"it's in your bag, i'll get it." he says, opening my bag and handing me my phone.
"has he messaged you?"
"no." i say. i miss nick. i don't know why, i mean he cheated on me and well... you know everything else.
"are you alright?" ollie asks.
"mhm, what time is it?" i say, gently smiling at him.
"12." he replies, as i hear kimi mumbling from beside me. it takes him a minute to wake up, but one he does, protective brother mode was on.
"lina, you need to tell me where he hurt you last night." was the first thing kimi said.
"can i get changed first?" i say.
"i'll get you some clothes, what do you want?" he says, getting out of my bed.
"kimi, y-your nose!"
"it's nothing, don't worry about me."
"what happened?"
"i tried to fight nick." kimi says, a smile creeping onto his face.
"you idiot, but thank you." i reply, giving him a weak smile.
"what clothes do you want?"
he picks out the clothes i say, then helps me to the bathroom.
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once again, he helps me back to the bed and sits down in front of me.
"do you want me to go?" ollie asks, but i shake my head.
"no, please stay." i say.
"yeah, of course." he says, sitting beside kimi.
"what happened lina?" kimi says.
i tell him everything that happened yesterday, and as i tell him more and more he looks more and more worried.
"did anything happen since jeddah?" kimi asks. i could tell he felt guilty for not talking to me since jeddah. but none of it was his fault, it was all mine.
"uhm, yeah." i reply, looking down and fiddling with my hands.
"w-why didn't you say anything? why didn't you do anything?"
"i couldn't, i-i was scared. why do you think i didn't talk to ollie for weeks! he said he would hurt me and you if i told anyone." i say.
"you were too scared too leave him." ollie says
"yes." i whisper. i feel so stupid. i'm never going to find anyone else who loves me. maybe nick was right, maybe i was lucky too have him.
"lina?" "lina?" kimi repeats, gently tapping my hand.
"hm?" i ask, still not looking up.
"i know what your doing. but i promise, you will find another person. maybe they are even closer then you think. but you deserve so much more then nick." he carries on.
closer then i think? kimi, my brother, the one i want is here in this bed with us, even if i keep trying to convince myself otherwise. but he would never ever like someone like me.
ollie's pov:
"but i promise, you will find another person. maybe they are even close then you think."
yes, so much closer then you think. in fact, i'm in the same room. but there's no way she would ever like someone me.
and i don't think angel is going to be wanting a relationship for quite a while. even so, i will wait for her. however long it takes.
i mean, she's perfect. she's kind, strong, and not to mention how gorgeous she is. her deep blue eyes, i could look at them forever and never get bored. the way her hair falls, her freckles. and the fact she is such a successful driver in a male dominated sport is inspiring.
i love her, so much.
i can't believe i thought she was happy with nick. well no, i didn't really. i only told myself that.
angelina's pov:
i go too speak, when we both hear a knock on the door. i freeze in my spot, but squeezes my hand.
"i'm sure it's not nick." ollie says, and i nod slowly.
"i'll go get the door." kimi says, getting up. once again i nod, but slowly move back against the headboard.
"ollie?" i say.
"yeah?" he replies.
"i hope you know, that i never chose too not talk to you. i was just scared, and i hope we can still be friends."
"of course we're still friends angel, you did nothing wrong. if it wasn't for nick, i wouldn't have ignored you."
"wait, what did nick say to you?"
"he said if i spoke to you again he would hurt you, as well as me."
"ollie, im so sorry."
"you have nothing to be sorry for, it's not your fault."
