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i sobbed into her shoulder as she rubbed my back..

"hey hey, tell me, tell me what happened, i'm here, im not going anywhere", she whispered, her hand rubbing circles around my back..

"what did travis tell you?", i choked out.

"He got home as quick as he could and asked me to call you, and tell you that he was with some girl and she got too comfortable with him", she explained.."i hoped he didnt give in...but i guess he did", she whispered..

i sobbed into my palms, "i dont know, i've never been cheated on, this is the first time, and it fucking sucks".

"Did you tell anyone else?". I shook my head.

"Don't post about this until you guys sort things out ok?" "yeah ok"..


the next 3 days were a blur, i stayed at beck's bedroom while she slept in the guest room, i said no, but she insisted, since she'd been cheated on way more times and knew exactly how i felt at that moment..

those 3 days consisted of angry letters, netflix, kids' cereal and tissues..

i checked my phone, it lighting up the dark room since it was still 4:07 am..

30 missed calls from just austin alone..

well he shouldve thought about it before kissing someone else

douchebag,

my thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door.

"Hey...", becky empathetically smiled, bringing me a cup of hot chocolate.."how is my favourite girl feeling?" "Cheated on", i responded bluntly, pulling my sleeves to shield my body from the coldness of the bedroom.

"Baby, listen", she said, sitting next to me, placing the mug on the bedside table, and scooting over next to me, wrapping her arm around me. "Being cheated on, is the worst, i know how it feels and yes, you need to wallow in the pain in order to come back stronger, but you should never wallow in it like this", she advised, pointing to the mess around me..

"You have a whole life outside him, he was just a part of it..you should know the difference" "I dont know", i sobbed into my palms.."I trusted him so much, i went with my gut, it was love..wasnt it?"

"Yes, it was love..but there are other people who love you, and they deserve to know what happened to you.."

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a/n: super short chapter to provide context, im not a fan of this one, but it had to be written and posted anyway  

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