"The drought was the very worst,
when the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst
It was months and months of back and forth,
You're still all over me
Like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore"
Stella Monroe, a radiant 18-year-old Ameri...
you could cut the tension with a knife. i looked at him with a clenched jaw and narrowed eyes. "What? you came just to spite me?" "I came cause vanessa forced me to", he snarled, giving me narrowed eyes in return. "Why are we even talking? What do you want, huh? You want to hurt me again? Whatever you do, please don't try to ruin this night"
"I wanted to apologize, i listened to the album, and i felt like shit, i felt so bad, and its not right what i did and-" "Oh, please, don't act like you're sorry, if you were, you wouldn't be in a relationship with the girl you cheated on me with, hell, you wouldn't even talk to me"
He opened his mouth to say something, but he didn't. Instead he took a breath and sighed. "How's that new lover of yours?", he asked, playing with the glass in his hands, the beer flowing around the bottom of the transparent glass.
"Oh hes great", i smiled, trying to make it look like i was alright. "Why isn't he with you?" "He had some stuff to do, he's in australia, filming", i bluntly responded.
"Oh? really? what movie?" "I don't know", i replied, scoffing. "Why do you care so much?" "Because they're not filming anything this december. Its the holidays, most actors and directors take leave. so he wouldn't be in australia, filming, cause there's nothing to film", is what he said before backing up and disappearing into the crowd, leaving me in utter shock.
Nonononono, he wouldn't lie to me, he wouldn't be doing that, im just overthinking it, right? Maybe he's taking a break? Without me? Without telling me? With who?
Thoughts of infidelity flooded my brain, taking and consuming every single bit of sanity i had in me.
"Stellaaa? Earth to stella??", Olivia yelled, snapping her fingers in front of me. "Oh, god, you were zoned out for like 5 million years!", she laughed while i was still standing there in shock.
"Oh baby, whats wrong?", she asked, her face filling with glimpses of worry as she saw the panic setting in on my face.
"I have to call nick", i told her, before speed walking back to travis' bedroom, kicking down the door, locking it, and dialing my boyfriend's number.
hey, this is nicholas, if you're hearing this, im probably not available at the moment, but please leave your message after the beep...
*beep*
"Hey, nick, its me, stella. Call me as soon as you get this ok? As soon as you get this", i shakily spoke, my throat closing up.
I sat on the bed, biting my lip, trying to get myself to stop hyperventilating, but conveniently and coincidentally, i got a notification from twitter, because someone mentioned me on a post.
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SOOOO CUTE PRETTY SURE I JUST SAW @nicholasgalitzine and @stellamonroe make out at @mount._bera!!!
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NO FUCKING WAY
THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL THAT I LET THIS HAPPEN TO ME FOR A SECOND TIME.
Before i knew it, hot tears were gushing down my face. I softly whimpered into my palm, flinching when i heard a knock on the door.
"Stella? Are you in there?", becky's voice echoed. "Yeah, one sec-" "Are you crying?"
I didn't respond because the lump in my throat was too big for me to even say no.
"Stella, open the door", she sternly ordered me. I sighed, standing up walking over to the brown door, opening it to see becky in her sparkly silver dress.
"ANGEL? WHAT HAPPENED!?", she gasped grabbing my shoulders. "Nick, he, he cheated on me", i sobbed, looking down at the floor. I couldn't see her reaction cause the salty tears were blurring my vision. I opened the tweet and showed to her, making her eyes widen and face go red.
Her jaw had clenched. She was fuming. She took a deep breath while closing her eyes. "Screw him, SCREW THIS", she growled throwing my phone on the bed in anger.
"This is so unfair!", she screamed, hugging me. "You don't deserve this at all, they could burn in hell for all i care".
for 15 minutes, she rubbed my back and comforted me. Telling me that he was trash and that he didn't deserve my love.
But what was i doing wrong? Was i doing something wrong?
