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"But it doesn't mean anything to me anymore. To be honest with you, i think i was so desperate for a man's love after austin, and i fell for any man who talked to me, which in this case, was him. He was like, a getaway car", i told hale, who was sipping her champagne.

"Well, im glad you're ok and you're focusing more on you now" "Yeah, me to", i smiled, taking a sip of my own champagne.

"You're still following austin though", she bluntly said, avoiding eye contact with me. I guiltily touched the back of my neck. "I shouldn't but, i can't help it. I-i don't know why..and he's with vanessa too. I don't why im doing it if im just gonna get sad looking at pics of them"

"I don't know how you feel, so im not gonna pretend like i do, but you need figure things out on your own. What you want, who you want to date, on your terms, without anyone else's input, yeah?"

i nodded, "yeah", ok.

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hale.m.richie i think the 'fuck u' is self explanatory, he knows who he is 😒

blondegirliee the afterglow is stunninggggg
taraaloves I AM SCREAMING SHE'S SO PRETTYY
kaleykills both of them our

3westie3 maybe its time they stopped blaming the men and date with their brain
liviaaaa bro shut up, u stinking up this comment section with the trash ur talking

StellabrationStation breakup album, when?

i was sitting near my piano, hitting random keys while sighing to myself. The phone recorded every sound that was heard in that room while i rested my head in my hands, the bottom of my palms on my eyes.

My eyes drifted to my VMA award i won the night me and Nicholas met. If only that stella had known what he'd do to her.

"It was the, best of times, the worst of crimes, i struck a match and blew your mind, but i didn't mean it. And you didn't see it"

"The ties were black, the lies were white, in shades of grey and candlelight, i wanted to leave him, i needed a reason", i sang taking a deep breath.

"X marks the spot, where we fell apart, he poisoned the well, i was lying to myself, i knew it from the first, old fashioned we were cursed, we never had a shotgun, shot in the dark!"

because it was true. Austin did poison the well by telling me and planting that seed of doubt in my head. And he wanted to by me an old fashioned when we first met. Our love story was just a guess.

The recording was interrupted by my phone ringing. I paused it and answered. "Hello? Stella here" "Oh, hi stella, it kanye, so me and future, we put out a song, 'I won' a couple months back?" "Oh yeah i heard it, its pretty good", i replied.

"Oh, k thats cool, im 'bout to make a remix to it, and i was thinking of name droppin' you", he laughed. I giggled. "Cause like you and Kim have some shit going on, so i thought of this lyric, instead of 'baby, we should hit the south of france', i was thinking of saying, 'and i know you don't like that stella monroe', cause your name rhymes with super bowl" "Hah, oh yeah sure thats funny. And then when its released, i'll walk on to the carpet and they'll say 'stella aren't you mad about the lyric' and 'i'll be like no', cause im part of the joke, so yeah, im cool with it", i smiled.

"Ok thank you for being so generous about this" "Thats the only thing right? cause i would hate it if you called me a bitch or something", i smirked. "Oh no thats it" "Ok, cool"