Happy Mother's Day! Anyways today wasn't a good mental day for me, I had so much anxiety for nothing I barely even ate I basically didn't talk all day, at most it was just a few words. I mostly just hugged my emotional support stuffy even during a walk, I was feeling a bit overwhelmed I can't even imagine how much harder tomorrow is gonna be in Toronto performing in front of multiple people who are mostly strangers. I'm so tired rn I wasn't allowed to take a nap at all I was almost always shaking more than normal.
Why do people hate furries and therians so much?
I mean they're being original unlike you.
Doing quads is fun it just feels natural, like a second instinct. Is that just me?
I really feel like ending myself rn I don't have enough energy for tomorrow.
I'm gonna have to go to school early and then be on the bus for multiple hours then wander around Toronto perform in front of a bunch of people then go back on the bus and hopefully be back by 8:00, then the next day I need to practice for another concert.
It's gonna be so draining I can't even wrap my head around it.
I feel like just killing myself so I don't have to deal with it anymore.
My eye bags are getting really bad, my parents haven't noticed yet, will they ever notice? Would they even care?
I feel like I'm being dramatic. (It's not your fault 🤍Julie🖤)
I'm eating less and less, but I'm not getting hungry as much, so it's fine... I think.
